please know what i mean...
not going to be as long of a post as the other day...
still feeling shitty and unhappy. got pretty angry today and cussed out a customer service lady over the phone because UPS is a shitty delivery service, and im going to have to call again tomorrow and cuss them out again so thats not exciting. i am broke when i should have plenty of money, weedless and cigarette-less right now and pretty miserable. i wanted tomorrow to be a better day, but from the looks of things right now, i don't see how that's possible. i know things wont get better unless i actively try to make them, but i have lost all desire to do anything. being complacent is a shitty shitty feeling. i should have never gotten this way.
still feeling shitty and unhappy. got pretty angry today and cussed out a customer service lady over the phone because UPS is a shitty delivery service, and im going to have to call again tomorrow and cuss them out again so thats not exciting. i am broke when i should have plenty of money, weedless and cigarette-less right now and pretty miserable. i wanted tomorrow to be a better day, but from the looks of things right now, i don't see how that's possible. i know things wont get better unless i actively try to make them, but i have lost all desire to do anything. being complacent is a shitty shitty feeling. i should have never gotten this way.