thinking straight
yesterday i was thinking about being a lesbian. i mean, i'm already half way there. i like girls, find them attractive and fun to be around. i've done things with girls (but never fucked one), and i even dated a girl for a little while... but when it comes down to it i dont think i am every going to fully be a lesbian. im getting ahead of myself though - i need to explain that what i was thinking was this: I've been single my entire life, chasing after the wrong guy time after time. Despite enjoying sex (with guys), I haven't quite managed to actually DO IT all that much (the exact number is 23). So I was wondering if maybe, I've been single all this time because subconsciously, i was supposed to be going after women. i've never really cared one way or another about being single, its just a fact in my life that's never changed. i don't feel as though i've missed out on anything, i've known love and fallen hard. i've had my heart broken, by people who i should never have let have so much control. But now I wonder, what if?
so i've decided to give it a shot. the worst that can happen is i'm not a lesbian. i mean, really i don't think i am a lesbian because quite frankly i love dick. but they've come a long way in the sex toy world, and for every dick i love, there's a pair of boobs i love even more. LOL
so i've decided to give it a shot. the worst that can happen is i'm not a lesbian. i mean, really i don't think i am a lesbian because quite frankly i love dick. but they've come a long way in the sex toy world, and for every dick i love, there's a pair of boobs i love even more. LOL