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basically im sitting here pissed off because my sister and mom couldnt fucking wait 1 minute for me to get home so we could all go to the dispensery together. whatever. if i really am quitting weed tomorrow, it shouldnt matter. but now i get to sit here, sober, let down, and just in a funk. i woke up at 530 this morning and couldnt go back to sleep. i could shower and that might help pass some time, but i dont fucking feel like showering i just want to smoke a joint or a bowl and nap. i had to go to the hospital with my grandma so she could have blood work done, and of course it turns into a hunt for a doctor to diagnose what she's already had diagnosed but because she disagrees, she will continue hunting for a doctor to tell her what she wants to hear. i love my grandma, but today she drove me fucking nuts. and im probably going to end up spending the night at her house because the woman who's supposed to be her "care taker" is at her sister's because her sister died. So... fuck my life. and all i really wanted to do today was walk down to KFC and apply for a job.