shut up.
T O D A Y
W A S
H E L L .
- i dont think ive ever had such a bad lesson at post.. brandy was uncontrollable and i jumped fucking 18" crossrails.
- i had a fight with my mom about SH and all that other shit - and it was a HUGE fight.
- i got yelled at for annoying my brother while his friend was here. wtf?
- i made plans with lauren&diva to go to see white noise and then my parents fucked the plans LIKE USUAL.
- i tried convincing them to come here and it just turned into a brawl between me&lauren.
- my mom overally yelled at me ALL day for everything i did/said/thought.
- my dad doesnt really care about how im feeling even though he told me that if i ever had a problem i should go to him. i knew that was a bad idea and thats why i never went to him in the first place.
i dont think i can even count how many times ive cried today. i cant take my family, people in general, and my life.. my ENTIRE fucking life.
light a match to me..
♥sick desire