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thisxfakexsmile (11:57:03 PM): I want to have a relationship sooo bad matt.
Weezersk8r41 (11:57:11 PM): chure u do
thisxfakexsmile (11:57:22 PM): like a fucking real mature relationship thats what i want more than anything
thisxfakexsmile (11:58:03 PM): I want a relationship that isn't jealous or annoying. and not about sex but about love. I want a really mature relationship and I know who I want it with.
thisxfakexsmile (11:58:35 PM): You Matt, and you know why? Cause I'm IN LOVE with you. You're my best friend and theres no one else I want that with.
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:04 PM): i like that
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:07 PM): wut u said
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:11 PM): keep that up
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:16 PM): thats wut i wanna hear
thisxfakexsmile (11:59:21 PM): I just wish you'd give that chance. take a risk. I've been trying to change you've noticed it a little i know.
thisxfakexsmile (12:01:15 AM): and you know I sat on my bed today and just listened to music for like 2 hours drinking a diet pepsi just thinking...and it's amazing all the shit you realize just being alone with your stereo and a soda.
Weezersk8r41 (12:01:58 AM): i cudnt imagine i have a headache brb
thisxfakexsmile (12:02:31 AM): you know. I'm just gonna keep talking
thisxfakexsmile (12:02:40 AM): even if you put your away message up.
Weezersk8r41 (12:02:42 AM): cause ur weird
Weezersk8r41 (12:02:43 AM): so brb
thisxfakexsmile (12:02:46 AM): No.
Weezersk8r41 is away at 12:02:57 AM.
thisxfakexsmile (12:03:06 AM): I've got alot on my mind that I want to share with my BEST friend.
Auto response from Weezersk8r41 (12:03:06 AM): migrane i swear
thisxfakexsmile (12:04:25 AM): like how the biggest word in the dictionary shouldn't be detirmined by how many letters are in it cause as far as I'm concerned the biggest word in the dictionary is LOVE.
thisxfakexsmile (12:04:40 AM): cause its soo strong. you know
thisxfakexsmile (12:06:30 AM): Like yeah you love your family but what about when you meet that ONE person and you just know there the one. And like nothing matters at all but you and that person. And all you want is to be together forever. Yeah..that's love. Being comfortable and happy and feeling the same vibe back thats fucking love.
thisxfakexsmile (12:07:00 AM): Love isn't sex and head and physical attraction love is amazing and soo prosperous.
thisxfakexsmile (12:09:01 AM): its meant for you and your soulmate to grow from each other and just make the best of every bad situation. Love goes soooo far..you know. Like a word could have 1000 letters but love would still be bigger than that. Love is soooo special Matthew, and that's how I know I love you. Cause theres no word bigger that can totally describe how I feel about you.
thisxfakexsmile (12:09:54 AM): not a single word.
thisxfakexsmile (12:10:11 AM): So I love you. And I'm sorry for hurting you. I want another chance.
So I totally let everything out and he didn't really listen at all. But I hope I got the message across okay. I love you Matthew Adam. Your an amazing boy and not even that is enough to describe it all.♥
Weezersk8r41 (11:57:11 PM): chure u do
thisxfakexsmile (11:57:22 PM): like a fucking real mature relationship thats what i want more than anything
thisxfakexsmile (11:58:03 PM): I want a relationship that isn't jealous or annoying. and not about sex but about love. I want a really mature relationship and I know who I want it with.
thisxfakexsmile (11:58:35 PM): You Matt, and you know why? Cause I'm IN LOVE with you. You're my best friend and theres no one else I want that with.
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:04 PM): i like that
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:07 PM): wut u said
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:11 PM): keep that up
Weezersk8r41 (11:59:16 PM): thats wut i wanna hear
thisxfakexsmile (11:59:21 PM): I just wish you'd give that chance. take a risk. I've been trying to change you've noticed it a little i know.
thisxfakexsmile (12:01:15 AM): and you know I sat on my bed today and just listened to music for like 2 hours drinking a diet pepsi just thinking...and it's amazing all the shit you realize just being alone with your stereo and a soda.
Weezersk8r41 (12:01:58 AM): i cudnt imagine i have a headache brb
thisxfakexsmile (12:02:31 AM): you know. I'm just gonna keep talking
thisxfakexsmile (12:02:40 AM): even if you put your away message up.
Weezersk8r41 (12:02:42 AM): cause ur weird
Weezersk8r41 (12:02:43 AM): so brb
thisxfakexsmile (12:02:46 AM): No.
Weezersk8r41 is away at 12:02:57 AM.
thisxfakexsmile (12:03:06 AM): I've got alot on my mind that I want to share with my BEST friend.
Auto response from Weezersk8r41 (12:03:06 AM): migrane i swear
thisxfakexsmile (12:04:25 AM): like how the biggest word in the dictionary shouldn't be detirmined by how many letters are in it cause as far as I'm concerned the biggest word in the dictionary is LOVE.
thisxfakexsmile (12:04:40 AM): cause its soo strong. you know
thisxfakexsmile (12:06:30 AM): Like yeah you love your family but what about when you meet that ONE person and you just know there the one. And like nothing matters at all but you and that person. And all you want is to be together forever. Yeah..that's love. Being comfortable and happy and feeling the same vibe back thats fucking love.
thisxfakexsmile (12:07:00 AM): Love isn't sex and head and physical attraction love is amazing and soo prosperous.
thisxfakexsmile (12:09:01 AM): its meant for you and your soulmate to grow from each other and just make the best of every bad situation. Love goes soooo far..you know. Like a word could have 1000 letters but love would still be bigger than that. Love is soooo special Matthew, and that's how I know I love you. Cause theres no word bigger that can totally describe how I feel about you.
thisxfakexsmile (12:09:54 AM): not a single word.
thisxfakexsmile (12:10:11 AM): So I love you. And I'm sorry for hurting you. I want another chance.
So I totally let everything out and he didn't really listen at all. But I hope I got the message across okay. I love you Matthew Adam. Your an amazing boy and not even that is enough to describe it all.♥