I lied.
Yeah, I lied. Not my last entry before.
I don't really know what to call today. It's possible that it's overly chaotic.
So, Sam is a little cunt who made this list of people who are supposedly cutting, and ATLEAST 75% of the people on the list DO NOT cut. Tiffany, Catie, Sean, Matt, John, Sam S., Tammy, Jaime, Dez, mannny more, and myself were included. We're on our way to fifth hour and Catie is walking down the hall, crying her eyes out. The office got the list and called a bunch of people's parents. Catie left, not so willingly, either. During fifth hour, Kalee and I were talking and Sam decides to evesdrop into our conversation saying she didn't do anything. I was pissed at her already so I was like "Shut the fuck up or you're gonna regret it." She kept talking. We followed her at lunch and yelled at her. I was pissed as ever and Tammy wanted to kick her ass, but we held out. So after lunch, we went to talk to Roskamp about it and how pissed we were because if something wasn't done, I was gonna kill her. So we went and talked to him but he had no solution for us so I was like, "Whatever". Saw her in the hall on my way to the 5minutes of seventh hour that I had and she was crying. She has no reason to cry. She can dish shit out but she can't take it. I got to eighth hour and Ms Cole is all telling me to forget it, and I'm like, sorry lady, I can't. We had a study hour so she pulled me aside and told me that Catie really cuts, which is untrue. We all know it and it's obvious. Catie has eraser burn marks on her skin; from other people. But that's about it. So I was still pissed. Jinnie and Dez told me to stay after so I did. I walked to the 7th grade wing and was talking to Jake, Leah, Matt, Kayla, and Nicole. I was explaining stuff to Jake as he was freaking out about getting his locker checked and then I was escorted away by an angry mob of teenage girls. Sam was accusing Leah of ratting on Catie. Not the case. We were outside, in the cafeteria, back outside, and back in the cafeteria. Finally I was fed up with Sam's shit and changing her story so much, so I punched her in the head and Sara Payne, who is about a fourth of my size, started yelling at me and Sam started crying & screaming. Sarah said something and I turned around and was like "Do you wanna run your mouth too? You wanna go?" and she just looked at me and rolled her eyes and called me a dumb bitch. I'm "Okay, if you're so cool, lets go, right now" and she walked away. Hondorp saw the whole thing. Jake was laughing his ass off, as was Leah and everyone who found out. So we were standing by the front doors and the principal comes and gets me and is all "Did you punch Sam?" I was like "Yup" and he looked at me all weird like I was admitting it. No sense in lying when A) there are a billion and one witnesses and B) another teacher saw it. So he gave me this short lecture about bullshit I didn't care to hear about. I got a three day suspension. And we have Monday off, so I have to go back next Thursday. Haha.
After that I hung out with Nicole, Jake, Leah, and Matt until 4:30. Came home. my mom said she doesn't know what to do with me anymore; my grades are dropping, I'm getting in trouble at school, etc. I told her I don't care anymore, and I'm sick of Zeeland. She told me too bad, so I told her she shouldn't expect anything of me, then. And she just nodded her head and stopped talking. My dad was pissed. He told me I was turning out like my brother. Oh yeah, okay dad. How about FUCK YOU. Oh well, I dont know.
I took a four hour nap from 6 to 10, and now I'm really hungry cause I haven't eaten anything all day except for a cookie or two when I came home. Make me some food, now.
Fallen Idols tomorrow in Grand Haven with ze brother and two of his woman friends, I believe. I don't know where it's at and what time, I shall find out. Not like I'm busy tomorrow.
I don't really know what to call today. It's possible that it's overly chaotic.
So, Sam is a little cunt who made this list of people who are supposedly cutting, and ATLEAST 75% of the people on the list DO NOT cut. Tiffany, Catie, Sean, Matt, John, Sam S., Tammy, Jaime, Dez, mannny more, and myself were included. We're on our way to fifth hour and Catie is walking down the hall, crying her eyes out. The office got the list and called a bunch of people's parents. Catie left, not so willingly, either. During fifth hour, Kalee and I were talking and Sam decides to evesdrop into our conversation saying she didn't do anything. I was pissed at her already so I was like "Shut the fuck up or you're gonna regret it." She kept talking. We followed her at lunch and yelled at her. I was pissed as ever and Tammy wanted to kick her ass, but we held out. So after lunch, we went to talk to Roskamp about it and how pissed we were because if something wasn't done, I was gonna kill her. So we went and talked to him but he had no solution for us so I was like, "Whatever". Saw her in the hall on my way to the 5minutes of seventh hour that I had and she was crying. She has no reason to cry. She can dish shit out but she can't take it. I got to eighth hour and Ms Cole is all telling me to forget it, and I'm like, sorry lady, I can't. We had a study hour so she pulled me aside and told me that Catie really cuts, which is untrue. We all know it and it's obvious. Catie has eraser burn marks on her skin; from other people. But that's about it. So I was still pissed. Jinnie and Dez told me to stay after so I did. I walked to the 7th grade wing and was talking to Jake, Leah, Matt, Kayla, and Nicole. I was explaining stuff to Jake as he was freaking out about getting his locker checked and then I was escorted away by an angry mob of teenage girls. Sam was accusing Leah of ratting on Catie. Not the case. We were outside, in the cafeteria, back outside, and back in the cafeteria. Finally I was fed up with Sam's shit and changing her story so much, so I punched her in the head and Sara Payne, who is about a fourth of my size, started yelling at me and Sam started crying & screaming. Sarah said something and I turned around and was like "Do you wanna run your mouth too? You wanna go?" and she just looked at me and rolled her eyes and called me a dumb bitch. I'm "Okay, if you're so cool, lets go, right now" and she walked away. Hondorp saw the whole thing. Jake was laughing his ass off, as was Leah and everyone who found out. So we were standing by the front doors and the principal comes and gets me and is all "Did you punch Sam?" I was like "Yup" and he looked at me all weird like I was admitting it. No sense in lying when A) there are a billion and one witnesses and B) another teacher saw it. So he gave me this short lecture about bullshit I didn't care to hear about. I got a three day suspension. And we have Monday off, so I have to go back next Thursday. Haha.
After that I hung out with Nicole, Jake, Leah, and Matt until 4:30. Came home. my mom said she doesn't know what to do with me anymore; my grades are dropping, I'm getting in trouble at school, etc. I told her I don't care anymore, and I'm sick of Zeeland. She told me too bad, so I told her she shouldn't expect anything of me, then. And she just nodded her head and stopped talking. My dad was pissed. He told me I was turning out like my brother. Oh yeah, okay dad. How about FUCK YOU. Oh well, I dont know.
I took a four hour nap from 6 to 10, and now I'm really hungry cause I haven't eaten anything all day except for a cookie or two when I came home. Make me some food, now.
Fallen Idols tomorrow in Grand Haven with ze brother and two of his woman friends, I believe. I don't know where it's at and what time, I shall find out. Not like I'm busy tomorrow.