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So yeah..
I just really fucking tired of everyone here.
And especially that live and come over to this house.
Shit is getting lame.
Wait..its always been lame.
..and...I can never do anything or saying anything to anyone about anything without its getting around, and people just talking about it when I'm not around.
This is not fucking high school..and you guys arent my parents.
I'm not saying this applies to everyone one of my friends. But Goddamn..I need a fucking break.
I hate the fact that it takes us 45 fucking minutes to get off the couch and do something. Or even decided to do soemthing. If 'certian' people dont want to go..then no one wants to do anything/or go anywhere. Shit is soo stupid.
And you wonder why I drink so fucking much.
It because..I have nothing better to do. I might as well get drunk by myself like I usually do and atleast just entertain myself for a couple hours while everyone else sits on the fucking couch or in Matt's room and just looks at each other while listening to horrible music.
This kinda of shit makes me want to move.
God..maybe just back in with my parents. For some reason I think It'd be alittle bit better. Maybe I could have alittle bit of privacy.
I just really fucking tired of everyone here.
And especially that live and come over to this house.
Shit is getting lame.
Wait..its always been lame.
..and...I can never do anything or saying anything to anyone about anything without its getting around, and people just talking about it when I'm not around.
This is not fucking high school..and you guys arent my parents.
I'm not saying this applies to everyone one of my friends. But Goddamn..I need a fucking break.
I hate the fact that it takes us 45 fucking minutes to get off the couch and do something. Or even decided to do soemthing. If 'certian' people dont want to go..then no one wants to do anything/or go anywhere. Shit is soo stupid.
And you wonder why I drink so fucking much.
It because..I have nothing better to do. I might as well get drunk by myself like I usually do and atleast just entertain myself for a couple hours while everyone else sits on the fucking couch or in Matt's room and just looks at each other while listening to horrible music.
This kinda of shit makes me want to move.
God..maybe just back in with my parents. For some reason I think It'd be alittle bit better. Maybe I could have alittle bit of privacy.