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I hate men. The one I like I'm trying to get over because he has no feelings for me and is using me like you won't imagine. The other one is only minor feelings I think I only have due to confusion. He's one of my best friends I'll get over that shit soon enough. And last.. the one I've felt for for so long... The one I've been ATTEMPTING to get over... The one I can't seem to explain how I feel for... Well I don't know what's up with us. He wants me... then he doesn't. Or he's with another girl... or something... I don't know. But I just hate this shit. I've taken shit from every fucking guy I've ever liked/ been with/ anything. They leave me for my friends... they hit, lie, cheat, and are generally fucked. I'm tired of it... Like I told Chula: I get this shit from everyone... I don't need it from someone I love.