I dont care how emo this sounds
I have felt like shit. I want to get in my benie and hoodie wrap my mickie mouse blackie around me and cry. I have wanted to cry ever since my mother walked in the door. I really hate her right now..well as much as you can hate you mom. I wish other people could hear half the stuff she says to me.
Im also fucking sick of people who randomly stop fucking talking to me. Either you are my friend or your not pick. But don't be my friend and then for NO REASON decide to hate me.
I feel like listing the random things in my head.
-I have cried over 3 guys in my life.
-I know that there are 3 people in this world I could give myself to and not regret it.
-There are the same 3 guys.
-Those are the only 3 guys in my life I REALLY love.
-My best friend means a lot to me.
-Things can always get wrose
-I wish I had someone to have a snowball fight with tommorrow.
-I wish people wouldnt say I love you and not mean it esp. when I mean it everytime I say it.
-He still has the power to make me cry and he is 20 miles away.
-My wall is cool.
-I need a hug
-I want him to call
-My phone keeps randomly vibrating but no one is calling!
-Im cold
-I wonder how far I would let things go
-My thoery: This hurts more because I can't get over those broken promises you made. I wonder if you know you would break them a week after you said them. I sure didn't
-Do you know what you do to me?
-I would do a lot just to sleep in his arms.
-I want a hammock.
-My fave piece of jewlery is plactic with sting.
-I need gloves
-I hope Im being scared for nothing
-Am I that easy to manipulate?
-Why do guys like to play games
-I just talked to the last person in the world I thought I would
..I have a lot more but Im boring you Im sorry. Nite.
Im also fucking sick of people who randomly stop fucking talking to me. Either you are my friend or your not pick. But don't be my friend and then for NO REASON decide to hate me.
I feel like listing the random things in my head.
-I have cried over 3 guys in my life.
-I know that there are 3 people in this world I could give myself to and not regret it.
-There are the same 3 guys.
-Those are the only 3 guys in my life I REALLY love.
-My best friend means a lot to me.
-Things can always get wrose
-I wish I had someone to have a snowball fight with tommorrow.
-I wish people wouldnt say I love you and not mean it esp. when I mean it everytime I say it.
-He still has the power to make me cry and he is 20 miles away.
-My wall is cool.
-I need a hug
-I want him to call
-My phone keeps randomly vibrating but no one is calling!
-Im cold
-I wonder how far I would let things go
-My thoery: This hurts more because I can't get over those broken promises you made. I wonder if you know you would break them a week after you said them. I sure didn't
-Do you know what you do to me?
-I would do a lot just to sleep in his arms.
-I want a hammock.
-My fave piece of jewlery is plactic with sting.
-I need gloves
-I hope Im being scared for nothing
-Am I that easy to manipulate?
-Why do guys like to play games
-I just talked to the last person in the world I thought I would
..I have a lot more but Im boring you Im sorry. Nite.