May 30, 2002 01:43
no need to bother with the title of this entry, i'm not gonna explain it, and you wont get it on your own (i guarantee whatever you come up with is wrong).
"don't you get bored now? i mean you having nothing to do"
a lot of people have asked me this. and the truth is that i try to keep myself busy (i'm usually running errands in trying to get my college bound life together), but on days like today where i just sit at home, yes i do get bored. however, how productive was i in school? really, c'mon. and another truth is that there are less days sitting at home in contrast to ones where i have matters to attend to.
"i need to move out"
"you're right"
i've concluded that going to school in santa monica, having job anywhere and living in palos verdes doesn't work. #1 thing on my to do list is 'get a job'. after that i need to move out, it is truely the best thing for me. that makes me excited.
":)"
i dunno if you can quote smiles, but i had stick with the theme. it's good when you genuinely make someone smile. not by making a joke or doing something funny, but by doing absolutely nothing at all. oh fuck, im rambling in mush.
"you've got an ungly dick"
'y tu mama tambien' is the best movie i have seen in a long time. it just has so much. i feel like tearing it apart with over analization, but i just don't know where to start. i think i need to go see it again.
"i am honored by your hatred"
i'm excited. AFI is amazing. always have been, always will be. i have this strange devotion toward them. no matter how much i and my musical tastes grow, they always keep up. this weekend is gonna be great (unless my brother is still a little bitch). it's possible that i might have an extra ticket. well lemme break it down for ya. i got two pairs of tickets off of ebay. me my brother and jason are gonna go. we dont have a person to fill the extra slot. we are gonna go up on friday and stay with my aunt who lives up there. the show is on sunday and we were just gonna bring my aunt along so the ticket wont go to waste. so if anyone out there would be able to go, let me know it could be possible.
"..."
so much seems so good. so much seems lost. at times, i feel that i have a lot to look forward to. at others, i want things to be the way they were.