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[xgrumpybearx]

i have bags under my eyes.
tears in the corners.
thoughts exploding from every angle.
and i.ve come to terms that . . .
it.s just not there anymore.

my grandfather is dying.
crying.
everytime he sees me.
his memory . . .
won.t allow my name.

coffee on the ground.
pictures that seem not to matter.
thought process backwards.
do you want to delete?
press no for return.

the lyrics remind me of her.
if i kiss you were it hurts would that be your heart?
found pictures of us with a hammer.
it was our project.
accomplished.
you are my sweetest downfall. . .
but i didn.t love you first. . .
but i won.t wash away my feelings. . .
covered up tattoos.

broken pormises.
single beds.
lies.
lies.
lies.
trust nowhere to be found.
tests.
tranferring.
transcripts.

it.s a new meduim.
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