Yesterday = stupidity...
Well, to begin we need to travel back about, oh, 8 months. Back when I worked at safeway I had this stupid crush on a girl there and we'd flirt back and forth if it wasn't too busy. She had started looking for a job so I said that if she got out that we'd go hang out and celebrate. Thats all well and good.
Now fast-forward to last saturday. We were still buddy buddy, usual flirtiness so I, out of complete stupidity, said we needed to hang out, and asked when we could. After her thinking she said Wednesday/yesterday.
Now, I've been trying to get a few things out of my head and thought, 'Hey... maybe this could help me out.' So yesterday, after much worried thoughts of fear, nausiation - induced by the fear, and mental stupidity I called her to see if we were still on. To my surprise, we were.
The original plan was to just go hang out and walk around the EMP in seattle. Would be great and I still wanted to see it, except that problems occured and we couldn't. Not a problem, since she was in federal way, we met up at the seatac mall and had like dinner. We walked around the mall for a couple hours, which now means i smell like body spray and vanilla... still...
Continuing on afterwards nothing bad happened, hugged goodbye etc... Now why i'm stupid. Shes a mormon. A very hot, adopted mexican mormon. Why would i ask out a mormon you ask? The answer is clear, stupidity. I tried figuring out why i would contemplate this, and granted the things on my mind that i used this as an excuse for have gotten out. But now I feel the need to call her and go out again, knowing that I will be removed as a pioneer if i do this.
I don't know what to do... Stupidity is bad.
Now fast-forward to last saturday. We were still buddy buddy, usual flirtiness so I, out of complete stupidity, said we needed to hang out, and asked when we could. After her thinking she said Wednesday/yesterday.
Now, I've been trying to get a few things out of my head and thought, 'Hey... maybe this could help me out.' So yesterday, after much worried thoughts of fear, nausiation - induced by the fear, and mental stupidity I called her to see if we were still on. To my surprise, we were.
The original plan was to just go hang out and walk around the EMP in seattle. Would be great and I still wanted to see it, except that problems occured and we couldn't. Not a problem, since she was in federal way, we met up at the seatac mall and had like dinner. We walked around the mall for a couple hours, which now means i smell like body spray and vanilla... still...
Continuing on afterwards nothing bad happened, hugged goodbye etc... Now why i'm stupid. Shes a mormon. A very hot, adopted mexican mormon. Why would i ask out a mormon you ask? The answer is clear, stupidity. I tried figuring out why i would contemplate this, and granted the things on my mind that i used this as an excuse for have gotten out. But now I feel the need to call her and go out again, knowing that I will be removed as a pioneer if i do this.
I don't know what to do... Stupidity is bad.