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Dec 07, 2007 00:45

I haven't posted in awhile because I've been afraid that 1) getting on my computer will make me feel guilty for not applying to graduate school better and faster and 2) if I post to my livejournal, all my friends will hate me because I'd be sulky, depressed, and boring. Thanks, friends.

With that said, here is a list of things that I am, at the very least, okay with.
-I'm okay with the fact that I'm not applying to the best schools in the world. Yes, I'm a smart cookie, but really, am I smart enough to get into Stanford? Subquestion: am I good enough at handling pressure? Don't even answer these questions, point is, I really am okay with it.
-I'm okay with an Aunt who visits just so she can nicely nag about applying and getting my life in order, but also bring me kitty toys and FFFFFUUUUUUGGGGGLLLLYYYY rugs. (Note to self: take picture of horrifyingly ugly rug to post online so the Internets can see an ugliness that has not been seen since the last scatological meme.) Fugly or not fugly (hah, "RUGLY". Up top.), i'm okay with someone keeping me on my toes.
-I'm okay with the fact that I'm hilarious and just wrote "rugly". You send me presents about how funny I am thx.
-I'm okay with not having a christmas tree because the kitty will tear it down, or walmart will make a crappy enough tree that it won't work. I'd rather keep the kitty and hate the walmarts.
-I'm okay with the fact that visiting home now means spending as much time as possible with my family instead of trying to meet up with every friend I ever had in high school (although it was very nice to see Russ over TGiving break). Although, I will say that the party my brother dragged me to with the entire cast of millington high school class of 2005 (no shit) was a little lame. Good thing he got me all high on karaoke beforehand.
-I'm okay with the fact that I like the drink. Don't judge me. I'm okay with it and it's how I cope. Do you NOT want me to cope? Is that what you want? That's what I thought.
-I'm okay with eating venison. It's free, and when you make it with Venison Helper, it's okay. It's not great, but it's okay.

There are a lot of things I hate right now, but there's a lot that I don't hate. And God bless it, I'm hanging in there. ALSO my boss is leaving tomorrow and won't be back until Tuesday. Amen for these miracles.
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