So you're telling me im wasting my time?.......
Well, it's been a really long long time since I have updated. For those who didn't know, my computer had some virus that ruined it and just made it spaz every time you turned it on, or moved the mouse, or clicked...etc.....::sigh:: anyway it's all fixed now so I think I should update.
Okay, but I really don't remember two weeks ago so I'll just start with Friday........
Friday: I went to Cassie's house. My parents were going to some dinner, and my bro and sis were going to my aunts house and I REALLY did not want to go watch 5 kids. So Jesse picked me up and brought me to cas's. Let's see...it was cas, me, nick, kelly, jesse, james, abbey, sam, kasey, and anthony.....I think that was everyone. If I missed someone I'm sorry. I'm just completely blank right now. Um....it was alrighty but everyone definately had someone on their own mind and after a while, people just got quiet; myself included. I left around 11:30, came home to screaming parents and that was it........
Saturday & Sunday: Nothing special at all. I basically was downstairs cleaning the "play room" which will become my new bedroom! YAY! So, I'm going to repaint it and everything! Anyone who wants to help me, just let me know! Yeah, so then I cleaned my room and just did nothing really. But on Sunday my parents were actualy willing to go see a movie. Well, yeah that's nice but a "family movie" when everyone should want to see the movie. Well, I didn't get my say. We went to see Elf and I thought it was really funny/stupid. But that's that.....
Yesterday: Well, it was a really bad day. My parents have been screaming and yelling at each other, threatening each other. My mom thinks she's cool and steals my stuff and my music! She brags about how she's 3 pounds less than me!!!!!!!!! It's just been pure hell! Everytime they start fighting I just leave the room and go to the other side of the house, or I get on the phone with someone, or I leave the house and sit outside. It's been pretty hard and well its been going on for about a month. I can't really explain everything because it's a whole big story. I can't count how many times I've really cried this past week. Also, it's brought to my attention that some other people are having difficulties with family life too. I really want to thank nick and jesse because you guys have really been there for me. It's a real big relief to kno that I can pick up the phone and call you. Yesterday, I was literally in tears and I called jesse and we talked for about two hours. Then I was online for a few minutes and I started talking to nick. And then the convo went to the phone, and then I was again on the phone for another two hours. I'm really glad that you both listened to me, even though I kno all I do is bitch about my life. I really had to get my emotions out and it really helped. So thanks a lot. And like I said to both of you, I'll ALWAYS lend my ear in return. There's nothing I wouldn't do for both of you. And that goes out to all of my friends. So for people who know how bad my life has been this past month. We'll see what happens. If my parents ever split.....::sigh:.....I'd prob do the unthinkable.
Today: Today was pretty boring. I have nothing to do tonight at all, so if anyone wants to do something, do tell! I really need another night out. Anyway! I don't care! Maybe I'll update later.....there might be some more things I need to get off my chest.
I made my christmas list....and so far its a list of | one |
Okay, but I really don't remember two weeks ago so I'll just start with Friday........
Friday: I went to Cassie's house. My parents were going to some dinner, and my bro and sis were going to my aunts house and I REALLY did not want to go watch 5 kids. So Jesse picked me up and brought me to cas's. Let's see...it was cas, me, nick, kelly, jesse, james, abbey, sam, kasey, and anthony.....I think that was everyone. If I missed someone I'm sorry. I'm just completely blank right now. Um....it was alrighty but everyone definately had someone on their own mind and after a while, people just got quiet; myself included. I left around 11:30, came home to screaming parents and that was it........
Saturday & Sunday: Nothing special at all. I basically was downstairs cleaning the "play room" which will become my new bedroom! YAY! So, I'm going to repaint it and everything! Anyone who wants to help me, just let me know! Yeah, so then I cleaned my room and just did nothing really. But on Sunday my parents were actualy willing to go see a movie. Well, yeah that's nice but a "family movie" when everyone should want to see the movie. Well, I didn't get my say. We went to see Elf and I thought it was really funny/stupid. But that's that.....
Yesterday: Well, it was a really bad day. My parents have been screaming and yelling at each other, threatening each other. My mom thinks she's cool and steals my stuff and my music! She brags about how she's 3 pounds less than me!!!!!!!!! It's just been pure hell! Everytime they start fighting I just leave the room and go to the other side of the house, or I get on the phone with someone, or I leave the house and sit outside. It's been pretty hard and well its been going on for about a month. I can't really explain everything because it's a whole big story. I can't count how many times I've really cried this past week. Also, it's brought to my attention that some other people are having difficulties with family life too. I really want to thank nick and jesse because you guys have really been there for me. It's a real big relief to kno that I can pick up the phone and call you. Yesterday, I was literally in tears and I called jesse and we talked for about two hours. Then I was online for a few minutes and I started talking to nick. And then the convo went to the phone, and then I was again on the phone for another two hours. I'm really glad that you both listened to me, even though I kno all I do is bitch about my life. I really had to get my emotions out and it really helped. So thanks a lot. And like I said to both of you, I'll ALWAYS lend my ear in return. There's nothing I wouldn't do for both of you. And that goes out to all of my friends. So for people who know how bad my life has been this past month. We'll see what happens. If my parents ever split.....::sigh:.....I'd prob do the unthinkable.
Today: Today was pretty boring. I have nothing to do tonight at all, so if anyone wants to do something, do tell! I really need another night out. Anyway! I don't care! Maybe I'll update later.....there might be some more things I need to get off my chest.
I made my christmas list....and so far its a list of | one |