Missing in Action........

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Yesterday was extremely unforgetable. It all started off with school. 1st period was an open book test in computers; 2nd period was test in italian; 3rd period was study study for tomorrow's test; 4th period was a test in AP; 5th period lunch was not really lunch at all; 6th period was boring art; 7th period was supposed to be a quiz....o well; 8th and 9th was a test in biology. Yeah so after school I was at math extra help until 3. Then right before trying to call my mom, I saw the auditions for the play in the auditorium, so I wanted to surprise Jesse by watchin his auditions. So I was talking to Mr Pramnieks about joining chorus next year. Then we were talking about my voice and stuff and select chorus and other stuff. I completely lost track of time being the stupid ditzy bitch that I am. It was soon after that when I saw my mom walk into the auditorium, did I remember that I hadn't called her. I was so mad at myself, but waved to her. She came over looking frantic and told me to get my ass outside. I knew I was in deep shit, so I followed. She pulled me outside and told me she had everyone looking for me. She said she called all of my friends including Kelly, Nick, Cassie, Jesse, my cousin, all of my aunts, Anthony's house, and most of my neighbors. I was in complete shock and she told me that if she hadn't found me at the school, then she would haev called the cops. I was so upset how worried I made everyone. I was sooo stupid and I ended up chatting too much this time and lost track of time. That's like a really poor exscuse, but it's true. There's no other reason. Another thing, I want to thank Nick for remembering that there were auditions today and suggesting to my mom I might be there, otherwise I would have still been there, and cops would be looking for me too. Thanks. My mom and I were in tears outside of the school, and she started driving home. She called my dad and told him she found me. I got on the phone and for the first time, my dad was completely hysterical. I was soooo upset I broke doen all over again. Then he told me he'd see me home. I got home and I was crying to my mom how sorry I was. That's when Nick called and gave me the a 411 on all my friends and how frantic they were. I broke down once again, and then I got a beep; it was my aunt who said she was going to kill me, and then asked for my mom. Oh yeahh....she called like 2 hours after that to say sorry for yelling at me, which she really wasn't. I told her she had a right to, since she was the only aunt who calls me. My neighbors all started calling for my mom, so I ran into my room, slammed the door, pulled out my cell phone and called everyone and I told them I was ok. I called Cassie, Kelly, Anthony who actually didn't know, but his dad did, and my cousin. I was so upset and ended all my phone calls with a headache, more intense each time from crying so hard. Then my dad came home. I ran to him and gave him and hug and I cried so hard. I said I was soooo sorry to him too. Then I did the same thing for my mom. They said as long as I was ok. After that, I was pretty happy knowing that people really do care about me, and unfortunately it came down to this to make me believe it. So I did my homework, trying not to think about my day. That's when Jesse called. I told him everything, and he felt really sorry for me. H esaid he feels some responsibility being the only one who knew where I was! Jesse: There is no blame on you for anything! It was my fault I lost track of time and didn't call my mom. You have no responsibility over me. I'm responsible for myself and my actions. Everything is MY fault! Don't you dare take any blame. Alright......moving on....well my parents went to a wake tonight for my neighbor's mother who died on Sunday. It's all rainy and thunderstormy and lightiny and whatnot. So stupid me has nothing to do, so I ate some of my candy. Yeahh well now I have a tummy-ache!!! And it hurts. Ah well, that's what I get. Right, well back to my day....

Um I just want to say thanks for you guys who were actually worried sick about me. I guess I was pretty stupid today and my actions showed it. Well, again thanks Nick for telling my mom otherwise...well who knows. I'm sorry for scaring everyone. I never meant any of this to happen. I'm really really sorry. I guess I'll think twice about saying people don't care about me. Today's events certainly proved that I have people who love me. I can't explain how upset I was to learn that I scared everyone into believing that I was taken off the streets by some sick man and abused or raped and whatnot. I'm being totally serious. Thanks guys. I luv you all!

I'm safe and sound at home.