all good things...

[xgreenisemox]

well more bummer rants from me
its pride weekend
people are out
im at home again watching Noam Chomsky documentaries
i dont seem to get anything from it
my mom is in town until monday
which is ok but my sister invited herself too which stressed me out
on top of having the day from hell at work
nothing good seems to stay in my life
im pretty well off but not happy
i dont think i will be happy anywhere
i never like anyone i meet
blah blah
i should get hit by a bus for complaining about the petty shit i have to deal with
or get kidnapped and torchured so i could beg to have the cushy life i have now
the older i get
and the phases of myself i go through i still keep asking the same fucking questions
im always confused and never figure anything out
i feel like i do than something negates it and then im back to square one
i kind of just want someone to magically appear in my room to hold and fall asleep

good night

c