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It's been forever since I've posted but I'm just so frustrated right now and I need to vent somewhere.
It's crazy how you think you can really know and trust someone. You spend every day and night together you tell each other everything and you make promises you're sure neither one will break, and yet one night after two years he does something he promised he would never do again, and you begin to wonder what else he has done or is capable of doing. All in that moment everything is lost. Than he goes on to pretend like everything is okay, when you both know things will never be the same.
I'm sure you're all thinking it's something like he cheated on me, but it's not like that at all. It just feels so much worse.
It's crazy how you think you can really know and trust someone. You spend every day and night together you tell each other everything and you make promises you're sure neither one will break, and yet one night after two years he does something he promised he would never do again, and you begin to wonder what else he has done or is capable of doing. All in that moment everything is lost. Than he goes on to pretend like everything is okay, when you both know things will never be the same.
I'm sure you're all thinking it's something like he cheated on me, but it's not like that at all. It just feels so much worse.