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dont read my journal unless you want to see me in a mood u will hardly ever get to see
well....today was a good day up until about an hour ago...
woke up, michael and i went to thanksgiving thing for my family since my cousin is having her baby and wouldnt be able to make it if we had it thurday.
michael got me a beautiful necklace that had an aquarious sign on it...silver...gorgeous
he said he is thinking about leaving IB and since then, i cannot stop crying.. i have officially cried now for 45 minutes...i can make it there w/o him. he is what keeps me going and helps me strive to make good grades..and if he goes back to clay, i wont ever get to see him. im so depressed. i know he can do it. he doesnt even have bad grades AT ALL god plz i need him to stay...he wont even answer the phone....why wont he talk to me!!!!!!!! did i do something wrong? why does he suddenly want to leave! WHY DOES HE WANT TO LEAVE ME ALONE! I CANNOT DO IT WITHOUT HIM! JESUS CHRIST...i know he can do it
please god help everything work out
sorry for such an akward post. hate me for it, i don't care
michael shane you know i love you with everything in me. and if you leave ib i dont know what i would do...i know i cant take being that far from u...itll drive me insane..please baby u can do this i KNOW u can...for me? i love you
well....today was a good day up until about an hour ago...
woke up, michael and i went to thanksgiving thing for my family since my cousin is having her baby and wouldnt be able to make it if we had it thurday.
michael got me a beautiful necklace that had an aquarious sign on it...silver...gorgeous
he said he is thinking about leaving IB and since then, i cannot stop crying.. i have officially cried now for 45 minutes...i can make it there w/o him. he is what keeps me going and helps me strive to make good grades..and if he goes back to clay, i wont ever get to see him. im so depressed. i know he can do it. he doesnt even have bad grades AT ALL god plz i need him to stay...he wont even answer the phone....why wont he talk to me!!!!!!!! did i do something wrong? why does he suddenly want to leave! WHY DOES HE WANT TO LEAVE ME ALONE! I CANNOT DO IT WITHOUT HIM! JESUS CHRIST...i know he can do it
please god help everything work out
sorry for such an akward post. hate me for it, i don't care
michael shane you know i love you with everything in me. and if you leave ib i dont know what i would do...i know i cant take being that far from u...itll drive me insane..please baby u can do this i KNOW u can...for me? i love you