I'm a bitch with an entitlement complex

[xgreen_bananax]

So we just had our first rehearsel for the fall play. The director wrote it again, but it's actually much better than last year's. Except that my sister and I got stuck with quite possibly the SHITTIEST parts. I know I'm gonna sound like a total bitch but whatever. I KNOW I deserve better. He repeatedly tells us how briliiant we are...then sticks us in a part with disappointingly little stage time, in which we're the "evil sisters" in his lame Cinderella rip-off. We basically abuse the girl playing "Cynthia," flirt with the asshole 'love interest,' get called ugly about 15000 times, then wimp out at the end and leave. It's so fucking annoying, especially when I know I'm a better actress than the girl with the lead. I know this is theatre blah blah blah but I don;t understand why he would call me brilliant and then stick me in such a shit part. I'm so pissed off. I'm pretty sure my sister and I are going to talk to him tomorrow after school and calmly and nicely ask why he would say all that and then give us parts that are more than a little disappointing...and if he can't do anything aobut the part, to maybe take out some of the "you're ugly!" because it's like upsetting.

To make this more stressful, I'm auditioning for jazz choir tomorrow and I don't know what I'm singing and I'm terrified I won't get in for the third year in a row...I don't know why I'm still trying but whatever. Maybe this year'll be different.

To top it all off my friend is being a bitch to my boyfriend. FUCK YOU. Leave him the hell alone.

Sorry for the bitchy rant, flist. You probably think I'm a terrible person but...I had to get it out. I'm hoping everyone else is feeling better than I am.