bad day
Well, last night my aunt picked me up from maddis and i went to her house to hang out with my cousins and stuff- my baby cousin danielle said my name for the first time i almost cried- haaha! i was not even expecting it but i went to go get something out of the room really fast and she screamed "lyssa, lyssa, come back" HAHAH it was sooo cuute!!! omg! well neways, after that and it was like 9 p.m. my aunt dropped me off at sarahs and she was awake- SURPRISINGLY but we just hung out and stuff and then this morning i woke up and i had like 3 missed calls from my madre so i called her and it was 900 then so she said she was going to come pick me up because we have some things to do and i was bored neways because sarah sleeps til like the afternoon and what the hell am i supposed to do.... it bugs me soo much! my came and picked me up around 915ish or something and she told me my dad called her yesterday and blah blah and he was just a complete jerk! i know i may regret this later but i wish he would just dis-own me because i cant take his shit ANYMORE! my mom's telling him i have a back to school dance this weekend so i cant go to his house and i havent been there since august 10th- the day i got back from washington! i dont want to see him or my step- mom... i can live with not seeing my brothers because im used to it by now... i dont feel that they really love me anyways- my stepmom just tells them shit about me and then they get mad at me- its effing bullshit over there! i cant wait until i start working and then i will have a REAL excuse not to go there on weekends- because i'll be working : ) not really exciting but at least i wont have to see there stupid butts- ugh! well, i just needed to like get that out of my system and im going to go and try to have a good day even though i've been like crying ever since my mom picked me up- its funny how you can have ONE GREAT day and then the next day is FUCKING HELL! my dad and step mom can tell my brothers shit, they can tell my aunt and uncle shit, and they can tell my mom shit, they can take away my cell phone, and they can be mean to me but i dont fucking care any more... my mom and aunt dont believe them anyways... my uncle and brothers may but all well i will live with it! my mom will getting me a fucking BETTER cell phone with better minutes and everything and she wont BITCH every month because i went over 3 fucking minutes!!! and go ahead and be mean to me... i only see u fucking twice a month anyways- if they want to try andmake my life hell i will try to make there's too... let the games begin!