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Lately I've been thinking about a lot my life.. and if I'm really happy with where I am and how it's turned out.. I love my husband so much, but we're falling apart day by day, I thought things were getting better, but apparently they're not. I don't want to live my life without him, I want him there, I just want to be happy with him, but he's so cruel and mean and cold hearted to me.. he resents me for not having his freedom anymore to do what he pleases when he wants to (the going out with friends, staying out all night, drinking and smoking, etc)... We have two kids, and I thought by now he would've changed.. I dont know why he's acting this way, and I didn't do anything to deserve it.. I'm so heartbroken... I love him so much. I want him in my life. I'm so sad.