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Jun 02, 2004 11:04

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xxxmeaganxxx June 2 2004, 22:57:16 UTC
Katelynn...I don't get it? :-/ You're not responding to anything...do you even want to work on this cause it really seems like you don't. You delete your little thingy and say "nah"...I just don't get it

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xgoodusernamex June 3 2004, 16:17:18 UTC
friendship shouldn't have to be work.

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xxxmeaganxxx June 3 2004, 17:50:41 UTC
yes it should...just like marriage...you work at marriage you work at friendship...it just doesn't come naturally. There are bumps in the road you just have to deal with it.

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xgoodusernamex June 3 2004, 21:20:42 UTC
we think differently

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xxxmeaganxxx June 4 2004, 00:23:20 UTC
Katelynn...listen...when we would get into fights, would we make up?? Yes we would, becuase we work at our friendship. We didn't give up we didn't quit, we worked at it. Everyone works at every relationship. That's just what you do, you don't give up...especially after all this time. AND why the hell would you post something like that and say well what do you wanna do about it and then say "nah"?....I don't get you at all...AT ALL. I don't get why you would do that. But if thats they way you feel I really did waste my time on your sorry ass...your gonna be sorry some day Katelynn. It might not be now and it might not be for a long time, but one day you will be sorry. Especially next year when you don't have little bry bry by your side. I don't know if you've thought about the future...I don't know if you even care anymore because it seems to me that you don't give a fuck who you hurt as long as you have Bryan. I totally don't get why you would quit now on our friendship even though I'M willing to work at it. Do you even ( ... )

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xgoodusernamex June 5 2004, 15:27:09 UTC
dont give up......i didnt give up shit....when i tried to still be friends with you at first you were the one giving up....trying to put me on a guilt trip, and make me feel bad for you...what was done was done, and if you want this friendship to work you need to get over that. you and bryan were done, actually, you didnt have anything to start with. really i dont give a shit about you anymore, take you and your little depression trip and talk to someone who fucking cares, you keep this shit up im not even going to waste my time responding, either tell me you are over it and you want to work it out or fuck off...if you really wnat to make this work you'll stop bringing bryan up, that just shows that you havent gotten over shit, you are nothing but talk and thats y i havent put any effort into this, cuz i know that thats all im going to hear about. get over it and let me know when you do, you arent the only friend i have so if you want to keep this up its fine by me. keep drowning in your own sorrows.

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xxxmeaganxxx June 7 2004, 10:38:41 UTC
wow katelynn...that hurt a lot! "really i dont give a shit about you anymore, take you and your little depression trip and talk to someone who fucking cares, you keep this shit up im not even going to waste my time responding"....more then anything that hurt me

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xgoodusernamex June 12 2004, 22:05:11 UTC
it's not like I thought it would make you happy or something. The point is you need to get over this shit...

And oh yeah...friendship is 100% natural..or else it's not much of a friendship

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xxxmeaganxxx June 13 2004, 23:23:03 UTC
what the hell did you think I put in my little poem thing....I said...."I'm over my little pity party now"! I asked you to forgive me for the time we've lost! How do you not get that I'm over everything from that? You say (or bryan says) that I need to stop bringing him up....you think that by him writing me like that is gonna help? Your doing the same thing you want me not to do. I don't know why you can't fight your own fights. You change your mind so much! In just like a day...you were so ready to get over everything and then all of a sudden you say no! That is not fair to me. Yeah that wasn't supposed to make me happy but you sure did use some low blows. If you "don't give a fuck about me" then please leave me alone! Please! Becuase more then anything I loved you so much! But it hurts to much for you to keep fighting with me like this! Because I said lets get over it...your the one who changed your mind this time! And then you go and tell me to tell you when I over it then next day. I don't know how many times I have to ( ... )

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xgoodusernamex June 16 2004, 18:05:33 UTC
i'm sorry.I'm glad you can forgive me..I'm just hoping as time goes you can forget...the reason why i took everything out of my journal and got turned off to the situation was the line AFTER your little pity party line in your entry...it was really frustrating hearing it again. That I hurt you. I hate it and I'm sorry and I wish you would get over it..sooo many things that i've heard you've said or you've heard from your mom or something like that or said to other people..all those things made me feel like you weren't over it at all. Your response to my comment about us thinking differently and all the comments you made like " you'll be sorry".." your little bry bry" and " your sorry ass"...that pissed me off to an extreme and i didn't even want to write you back at all..that's what inspired the mean response...that didn't make me feel like you were over anything ( ... )

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xxxmeaganxxx June 16 2004, 23:28:41 UTC
It's the truth though...I don't know. I'm not gonna hide it, it hurt me. But that doesn't mean that I'm not over it...I said that a million times. I tried so hard. But what gets me is that I understand that you got frustrated about that...but then you commented and said well what do you want to do about it. Then after THAT you erased everything and said nah with no explanation. I got frustrated then...and thats why I said "sorry ass". And I really do think that us stop being friends will be a big mistake. I sure as hell will be sorry some day, and I know somewhere along the line you will be too...I don't know I just think it's a fact, just becuase we knew each other so well and not a lot of people find that. And the mean response was very low...you have no idea! I really couldn't stop crying...I didn't know you felt that strongly about "not giving a shit about me." And Bryan writing your responses just got me even more mad...you wanted for him to be out of our "fight" yet you let him do that and I got confused and upset. ( ... )

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xgoodusernamex June 17 2004, 01:24:53 UTC
well to start, another guy isnt going to come along, cuz me and bryan arent going to break up. he loves me and i love him, so im sorry but stop with this stupid stuff about us breaking up or whatever, i hear it all the time and its not happening. And second, i havent ditched anyone, its not like bryan doesnt allow me to hang out with my friends or anything id want to..but when it comes to the old group you guys never take the time to even call to see how i am doing, besides michelle or lindsey. and dont tell me the phone works both ways, cuz from the things ive heard from michelle and lindsey about what you guys say about me when im not around doesnt really make it worth me trying to call any of you guys when you all make it seem like you dont care. and that time that bryan responded doenst mean that i couldnt tell you what i felt cuz i felt the same way, except for the "i dont give a shit about you". i never said anything about him " not being involved in our fight", he is my boyfriend so of course he is going to know what is ( ... )

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xxxmeaganxxx June 17 2004, 10:42:20 UTC
I wanna know what Michelle and Lindsey say that "we say" behind your back...becuase we hardly ever talk about you. Unless you say mean stuff like that...then of course I tell my friends just as you would tell your boyfriend. I'm not saying that you and Bryan are gonna break up...I know you guys like each other a lot and I respect that...I'm just saying that I don't want this to ever happen again, wether it be a boy or something else. And I'm not saying that Bryan doesn't let you hang out with us. I never even said that, but like on the last day of school...you were rude to Kristen when we offered for you to come to the movies with us, and then later you come up to us and tell us the only reason you said no is becuase you didn't know if Bryan would want you to come....I never even said anything about that but I just thought it was wrong. And you or Bryan I don't know who wrote it said....to leave him out of it...anyways...I think I really did mean it when I said please leave me alone...becuase I ALSO think that this is getting old ( ... )

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xgoodusernamex June 17 2004, 18:12:53 UTC
ok well if thats the way you feel then thats fine... see you around bye

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caspia August 5 2004, 13:46:46 UTC
every day of your life is the worst day of your life. is there anyday where your life isnt in shambles?

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xgoodusernamex August 5 2004, 16:26:39 UTC
who me?

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