never a dull moment.
dear journal,
so life in this shithole town has been pretty awful since i moved here. i hated it. the only thing that got me up in the morning was not letting my aunt&uncle down & getting good grades. so i woke up, went to school & did my homework. life was pretty persitant & boring.
however, as of late i met this uber amazing girl. her name is kristina, or kris. she has been in my spanish class all year and for whatever reason we didn't start hanging out until... like last week. why, i do not know. however, we are like a match made in heaven. we are both wicked stupid & laugh about absolutely nothing. & when i say nothing, i mean nothing. its weird, cause i have friends who it took months to even start to feel comfortable around them - but we just jumped right over the awkwardness & just jumped into it 10-fold. we hang out basically everyday and spend the majority of the time laughing about how stupid we are. i love her, she is simply amazing. that is the only word to describe her.
i am hoping this goes better than other friendships i have had in the past. like, with monica we were really close & then she just decided to walk all over me & throw our friendship out the window along with her fucking dignity. & i have slowly drifted from suze & fran, which kinda sucks - but if they don't want to make an effort, why should i? & danielle, granted we have had some of our tiffs, but we always will be there for each other. i just hate it cause, not to sound cocky or anything, but i think i am a really good friend - and would do anything & everything for my friends. but for people to take advantage of me, like what the fuck - i don't deserve it.
tewksbury has been a clean slate for me:
- no reputation following me around
- a new start with my grades & study habbits
- a change to get closer with my family
- & a test to determine who my real friends are
as hard as this transition has been, its for the best. unlike some of the people back home, they don't know what else is out there aside from winthrop. people shelter themselves in that town & i don't understand why exactly. i understand it is a beautiful town - but the people suck & there are so many bigger & better things out there. i mean, tewksbury is not where i want to be - but it brought to be to kris so i have to be greatful for that - & i am.
well i am going to end this here, but i just wanted to tell ya'll about how things are starting to look up for me, and i am starting to enjoy living up here & kristina was nagging about how i need to update - so this one is for her. :). ya wanna know what sucks? kris is a senior this year <|3. bummer.
comment me babes, give me a reason to update.
love always,
katie
so life in this shithole town has been pretty awful since i moved here. i hated it. the only thing that got me up in the morning was not letting my aunt&uncle down & getting good grades. so i woke up, went to school & did my homework. life was pretty persitant & boring.
however, as of late i met this uber amazing girl. her name is kristina, or kris. she has been in my spanish class all year and for whatever reason we didn't start hanging out until... like last week. why, i do not know. however, we are like a match made in heaven. we are both wicked stupid & laugh about absolutely nothing. & when i say nothing, i mean nothing. its weird, cause i have friends who it took months to even start to feel comfortable around them - but we just jumped right over the awkwardness & just jumped into it 10-fold. we hang out basically everyday and spend the majority of the time laughing about how stupid we are. i love her, she is simply amazing. that is the only word to describe her.
i am hoping this goes better than other friendships i have had in the past. like, with monica we were really close & then she just decided to walk all over me & throw our friendship out the window along with her fucking dignity. & i have slowly drifted from suze & fran, which kinda sucks - but if they don't want to make an effort, why should i? & danielle, granted we have had some of our tiffs, but we always will be there for each other. i just hate it cause, not to sound cocky or anything, but i think i am a really good friend - and would do anything & everything for my friends. but for people to take advantage of me, like what the fuck - i don't deserve it.
tewksbury has been a clean slate for me:
- no reputation following me around
- a new start with my grades & study habbits
- a change to get closer with my family
- & a test to determine who my real friends are
as hard as this transition has been, its for the best. unlike some of the people back home, they don't know what else is out there aside from winthrop. people shelter themselves in that town & i don't understand why exactly. i understand it is a beautiful town - but the people suck & there are so many bigger & better things out there. i mean, tewksbury is not where i want to be - but it brought to be to kris so i have to be greatful for that - & i am.
well i am going to end this here, but i just wanted to tell ya'll about how things are starting to look up for me, and i am starting to enjoy living up here & kristina was nagging about how i need to update - so this one is for her. :). ya wanna know what sucks? kris is a senior this year <|3. bummer.
comment me babes, give me a reason to update.
love always,
katie