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geh.....
my frist day of school back from spring break has been a freakin wake up call and i hate those... im failing humanities and totally screwed up the paper we had due.... its absolutely rediculous... my teacher passes out sheets of directions and information that are incorrect come time of the paper. one of the things that i hate about college is b.s.ing things just to get it how the teacher wants... wrong or not... i just hate feeling like im putting on a show...
i just havent been myself lately for some reason... ive been forgetting everything really fast and just loosing my motivation for becoming successful.. i havent been painting which has alot to do with it. ive just been blah... how do you get out of that? i just never feel relaxed and focused... like i have adult add or something ha!
i just want a fresh start with my brain entirely.
spring break was nothing short of depressing either... it made me realize alot of things that just make me upset...
however, my puppy is adorable...
and im really ok, im just anxious right now...
im really proud of joey... and happy for him and what hes doing.
i dont know...................
k
my frist day of school back from spring break has been a freakin wake up call and i hate those... im failing humanities and totally screwed up the paper we had due.... its absolutely rediculous... my teacher passes out sheets of directions and information that are incorrect come time of the paper. one of the things that i hate about college is b.s.ing things just to get it how the teacher wants... wrong or not... i just hate feeling like im putting on a show...
i just havent been myself lately for some reason... ive been forgetting everything really fast and just loosing my motivation for becoming successful.. i havent been painting which has alot to do with it. ive just been blah... how do you get out of that? i just never feel relaxed and focused... like i have adult add or something ha!
i just want a fresh start with my brain entirely.
spring break was nothing short of depressing either... it made me realize alot of things that just make me upset...
however, my puppy is adorable...
and im really ok, im just anxious right now...
im really proud of joey... and happy for him and what hes doing.
i dont know...................
k