My Give a Damn's Busted

Jun 24, 2006 00:15

well, im home! the keys was pretty fun. had so good times with my cousin.

as soon as i got home today *like 6pm ish* we like turned around n went to our Graduation Party. my family, kaseys family and joes family all teamed up n we threw the grad party. It was at the Civic center. it was mucho fun-o. i got to see Caitlin, Kaitlyn, Brittni n Andrea. did a little dancing....but i couldnt really cause my parents were there.....WATCHING everyone dance....um...awkward much?? but yeah, it was a lot of fun

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*sigh* now for a new entry in the Chronicles of My Lonely Heart....

AHHHHH. why why why?!?!?! why do i always have to like people who i know wouldnt ever like me in a million years. they are always way outta my league, i have no chance with any of them.

especially him.... i've tried to make myself not like him, but its just not working. ive been trying for like a year....its driving me crazy. i have liked him ever since i met him, but yet again i have no chance with him. i like him alot but no, i bet he sees right through me.
*whines*.....*sigh* but hey, what can i do?

anyways, i need someone...bad. is that so much to ask??? i just want someone who cares about me. i spend all my energy caring about other people, making sure they are okay n all that. i really wish that i didnt care so damn much cause i get nothin out of it. they dont give a shit as long as they feel great. all i want is someone to be like "hey i wonder how kelseys doing, wow i miss her, blah blah blah"

im tired of caring so much for people and getting it shoved back in my face. im just sick of it, seriously, im just not gonna care anymore, people obviously dont want me to care. so im not.

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im going to bed

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