*sigh*
so why is it that when you feel that you have completely forgotten about someone...you find something that they gave you and it just rips you to shreds???
fuckin bullshit as if i dont have enough going on...
i thought i threw the stupid letter away...i guess not....
if i could go back and change anything it would have been letting myrna have him..so that i didnt have to go though this..or maybe this is what i get for going after someone that my friend liked... i dont know
all i know is that know one deserves this kind of punishment..
if only we ahd just stayed friends it would have been ok... but no...i was stupid...and now ive lost a great friend...because i am a dumb whore....
fuckin bullshit as if i dont have enough going on...
i thought i threw the stupid letter away...i guess not....
if i could go back and change anything it would have been letting myrna have him..so that i didnt have to go though this..or maybe this is what i get for going after someone that my friend liked... i dont know
all i know is that know one deserves this kind of punishment..
if only we ahd just stayed friends it would have been ok... but no...i was stupid...and now ive lost a great friend...because i am a dumb whore....