need a new home
so if anyone has an extra place for me to stay that would be grand...
i cant take living in my house anymore....my mom and sister are driving me nutz....they are aggravated with there own shit...like their boyfriends....and they take it out on me...why i dont know....but even my fuckin brother is in on it... he came home today with a donut that i couldnt eat and my mom starts bitching about how i didnt meet him at the coffee retreat and blah blah blah....and then he shoves the donut in my face and my mom asked why he would even try to be nice and give that to me..and he said "because i know she cant have it" and my mom starts laughing and saying "good give her a taste of her own medicine"..."make her eat that so she'll gain all her weight back"
i cant fucking talk to my sister without her jumping up my ass...and i just want to die...
its like im the outcast in a movie...you know when the whole family turns against you and hates you and then trys to kill you....
thats next....only i wont let them take me...i'll beat them to the fucking punch....
i just caant take any of it...no one in this house is stable....i cant even go live with my dad because his mind lives in a good damn fairy tale...
AHHH!!!
i just want to shoot myself in the fucking head...nothing i do makes anyone happy...i could cut a limb off to save someones life and the next day they will all throw me away like a piece of garbage or something....
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
i cant take living in my house anymore....my mom and sister are driving me nutz....they are aggravated with there own shit...like their boyfriends....and they take it out on me...why i dont know....but even my fuckin brother is in on it... he came home today with a donut that i couldnt eat and my mom starts bitching about how i didnt meet him at the coffee retreat and blah blah blah....and then he shoves the donut in my face and my mom asked why he would even try to be nice and give that to me..and he said "because i know she cant have it" and my mom starts laughing and saying "good give her a taste of her own medicine"..."make her eat that so she'll gain all her weight back"
i cant fucking talk to my sister without her jumping up my ass...and i just want to die...
its like im the outcast in a movie...you know when the whole family turns against you and hates you and then trys to kill you....
thats next....only i wont let them take me...i'll beat them to the fucking punch....
i just caant take any of it...no one in this house is stable....i cant even go live with my dad because his mind lives in a good damn fairy tale...
AHHH!!!
i just want to shoot myself in the fucking head...nothing i do makes anyone happy...i could cut a limb off to save someones life and the next day they will all throw me away like a piece of garbage or something....
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!