bang.
to start from the beginning... last school year around marching band season, i started to get really bad headaches. a few people remember me getting them. but it wasnt from too much caffine, not enough water, or not enough sleep, or anything relating. no one knew what was causing them, but my dad being extremely anti-doctor, told me to suck it up, get over my self, and stop being such a baby. so i just delt with them and after about four months they went away.
so now, they have come back. and it is the same exact deal. not from too much caffine, to little water, etc. no one can figure out what is causing them, and they have been occuring every day for the past three to four months. except since it is the second time this has happened, my dad has agreed to let me see a doctor.
i am getting signed out on wednesday for this appointment, and to be completely honest, im FREAKING OUT about it. completely dreading it. cause i mean, i guess if there is something wrong with me, i would rather know about it, so i can try to fix it. but im in fear of being sent from doctor to doctor, which i know is going to happen. because i regular doctor will not know a reason for regular, constant migranes. migranes that i wake up with and deal with them as they progress through out the day. and over the past few days, ive even started to get muscle spazums causing a slight twitch in my fingers and arms. i do not, at all, want to go from doctor to doctor. because i know, if i have to go thorugh that, that it will end up taking a toll on me, and i will not be the happiest kid around.
this is when anxiety and nervousness kicks in =/
so now, they have come back. and it is the same exact deal. not from too much caffine, to little water, etc. no one can figure out what is causing them, and they have been occuring every day for the past three to four months. except since it is the second time this has happened, my dad has agreed to let me see a doctor.
i am getting signed out on wednesday for this appointment, and to be completely honest, im FREAKING OUT about it. completely dreading it. cause i mean, i guess if there is something wrong with me, i would rather know about it, so i can try to fix it. but im in fear of being sent from doctor to doctor, which i know is going to happen. because i regular doctor will not know a reason for regular, constant migranes. migranes that i wake up with and deal with them as they progress through out the day. and over the past few days, ive even started to get muscle spazums causing a slight twitch in my fingers and arms. i do not, at all, want to go from doctor to doctor. because i know, if i have to go thorugh that, that it will end up taking a toll on me, and i will not be the happiest kid around.
this is when anxiety and nervousness kicks in =/