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Dec 08, 2004 17:17

I talked to Gabby. We had a pretty in depth talk about how we feel about this whole Kristina thing. I'm kinda in the middle right now. I see why Tammy feels the way she does, but how can you give up on someone so soon? She's ten years old. I guess they're sending her to a mental hospital. She does need help, but I can't see her in a place like that. I don't think she could handle it. I'm really worried about her now. Even if she doesn't get sent to a place like that, she'd be put in foster care, because in Arizona, there's no one to take her in. I feel bad. Tammy's just given up. She wasn't much help, I think she added to Kristina's problems. Kristina even said she missed spending time with Tammy. She told Valerie. And it's all because of Mark. Like mom said, Tammy deserves a boyfriend, but you can't just drop everything else in your life. I don't know. I guess this weekend we're having a going away "party" for Kristina. Everyone's gonna come and pretty much say goodbye. It's going to be weird. I'm so used to her being here, and I think I WILL miss her. I just feel really bad. Me and Gabby plan to write to her... so she can feel like she at least has someone.

The weather was shitty this morning and we were stuck in China. I was pretty pissed, especially seeing as how I got 3 hours of sleep, and I NEEDED to turn this paper in. I got it in... well it's in his mailbox. I hope he doesn't get mad because it was late :-\ Mom wrote me a note and said I came home Monday night for a funeral Tuesday, and was stuck there cuz of the weather. It's a lie, but we had to come up with something so I didn't get bitched at... not that I think he'd bitch at me.

I'm staying in Courtney's room tonight. She's gone back home. Elisha is here and I don't like staying with her. I don't trust her at all, so I just get away from it all. Kaleena never locked that door, so I might have to go have a talk with her. I need to fill her in on some other shit she may be interested in hearing. Funny how Tim and Timmy haven't been back since my stuff went missing. Weird, or maybe it's just me. Whatever.. they're all fuckin RETARDS, and I could care less.

I think I might call Justin tonight. Well, I already called but I knew he wasn't home. Just figured I'd try. We haven't talked in quite a while, so it's kinda weird. He'll be surprised to hear from me. Usually it's him that calls. Figured I'd be nice :) lol! Aaron's birthday is Friday. Buuuut I will be at Tammy's watching Kristina Friday night. I think I'm going to have a talk with her when Tammy's gone, see how she REALLY feels about all this. Then we're going to Corinth Saturday. I doubt Aaron's having his party, but I don't know. Haven't talked to him yet this week. Maybe I'll call.

I'm so tired.. it's time to head back. Gotta study... have 2 tests tomorrow... then SLEEEEP.. it's muuuuuch needed as of right now! Lata!
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