Nov 08, 2004 10:10
It was a late one Friday night - that's for sure! :) Well, since Tammy wasn't gonna take us out until Saturday, I figured I might as well go have fun. Got in around 3:30, and I woke up at 6:30. I didn't feel tired when I woke up, and even though I knew I could sleep more if I wanted, I didn't. I figured I wouldn't be able to get back to sleep. Sooo I got ready. Tammy called around 7:30 and decided since I was already up and ready, we'd leave earlier to go to the mall. So we did. We shopped around for Kristina, which was pretty boring, and she got a couple outfits and a new jacket. We had to sit around and wait for like 20 minutes before the mall opened at 9. When it did, Tammy left us and me and Kristina just went to look around. We went to DEB, and I bought a new skirt (it's sooo cute!), and a white shirt to go with it. Kristina ended up taking her shoes back, and after returning them, she spent the $20 on fuckin' earrings! She's so weird, but hey - whatever! We eventually got bored and went to find Tammy, and we all left. I was so dead by that time! I guess 3 hours sleep WASN'T enough after all, haha! But anyway, when we got there, after Tammy left we walked up to Gabby's. They were just leaving for her appointment, so we said we'd be up later. It took them forever to come back! I don't remember when they got back.
Aunt Weenie came with Britney and Brielle Saturday night. We went up there to see them. Wasn't too interesting, so we ended up leaving. Walked up to Gabby's a couple times, but she was never there. Well, not until later on at night anyway.
Tammy didn't show up Sunday morning like she said. Not surprising. Mark's always her top priority now. It would be nice if she'd call and let people know what she's doing - like nana - instead of just not showing up. It's nice to know what's going on. She came and got Kristina, and I went to Gabby's. She was going to Jessica's baby shower, so I left again and went back later. I gave her my Red Sox shirt because it's wayyy too big. I can't believe nana bought me an extra large. I definatly would have needed a small. Oh well, I'm gonna get a new one, and one that doesn't look so - manly - anyway. I didn't stay long, I just left and played phase ten with Elinor, took a shower, straightened my hair, and went to bed.
I didn't see Justin at all this weekend, which is weird. Usually I do at least once. I noticed his lights were on a few times at his house, and his car was there, but I never stopped by. The main reason I didn't is because of Gabby. We are fine now, because we talked. But still, I wanted to be careful. I think that spending some time away from the guys was a good thing, especially for her to see that. I still can't believe some of the stuff she said though. She was saying how I "put out and make it seem like I want every guy to like me". She thinks I try to take any guy she likes away from her. I've never liked any of the same guys as her! She said guys and partying were my main focus, and that's not totally true. Her fuckin' friends are soo retarded! Okay, so she told me the people that said I was saying shit: Tasha, Angela, Nicole, Leanna, Amanda, and one other person I can't think of. But the point is... I NEVER talk to Angela. I don't KNOW Leanna. I rarely talk to Nicole - never about Gabby, and I NEVER talk to Amanda! It's bullshit. I only really talk to Tasha, and Tasha's fuckin' retarded, cuz she was running her mouth, too! Whatever, pretty IMMATURE if you ask me!
Yeah, so Saturday night, me and Kristina went to go get a movie, and Ashley Dugan and Emily and Erica Savage were there. I KNOW Ashley started saying shit once AGAIN, because I could hear her whispering, and she's like "She blah blah blah blah" trying to be all quiet, but I'm not deaf. I was like "Come on Kristina, I don't wanna stay here with a buncha retards", and I think they prolly heard me. I hope so :) Ashley Dugan is a fuckin' bitch. She talks a lot of shit for such a small person! I think it's funny that she'd talked shit about anyone... HER of ALL people! She's fuckin' weird... and she's sooo immature. She has no reason to hate me, unless she's jealous ;)
I needed to talk to Aaron this weekend, but he was never home. So that kinda sucked. I just wanted to see if he still wanted to hangout. I don't even know what's going on though - with Jamie and Missy. I REALLY want to be able to bring them back to Corinth so we can hangout with Aaron, Steven, and Gabby. Buuuut who really knows. I guess we'll see. I need to talk to Jamie.
I don't think we have school Thursday or Friday. Sweet!
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Don't know why he does what he does
Playing lost and found with your love
Trying to confuse you, use you
Girl. he's gonna lose you sure enough
Don't know why he says all those things
ALways shootin' all your dreams
He ought to know better than that
He ought to be watching his back
'cause you know you know
[Chorus]
Girl I'd love to shine in your eyes
If only for just a moment
You know i'd be satisfied
If i could only touch your cheek
Baby that's all i'd need
To make my life complete
Girl I know I can make you smile
If you knew that i was here
Wishing that i could be your tear
I dont know why he cant find the words
Saying all those things you deserve
Girl if it was me there i swear
You know you wouldn't feel so unsure
ABout what tomorrow would bring
Don't you know I'd give everything
If i could just hold you like him
If i could be more than just friends
'Cause you know you know
[Repeat Chorus (Twice)]
Wishing i could just be your tear