Kristina's gone :-(
Yeah, so it's pretty cool how people LOVE to run their mouths yet don't bother telling me who they are. You're real mature when you leave a fuckin comment in here and yet you don't dare to leave a name. Well, apparently what I wrote wasn't coherant enough. LOL I think it's so funny that people come here to read about MY life, and all they can do is bitch afterwards! Grow up! You don't like it, don't read it. And if it doesn't make sense to you, that's not my problem. Soo all I can say is get the fuck OVER it. Cuz I am.
I woke up at 6:45 this morning. NO CLUE why. Last night I did hear Tammy and Linda get back. Linda has a loud voice and she kept me up for a while, but I didn't care. When I got up, I met Linda and whatever, and then I heard a knock at the door and it was Mom. Linda packed up her stuff, and we finished packing up Kristina's. We left around prolly 10:15 or so. I didn't realize what little amount of time we'd have to say goodbye when we got there. They checked in and got rid of Kristina's suitcases, and we went upstairs. Right when we got up there they got in line. They had to sit in this room and there was like a glass between us so we could barely even hear them. They didn't sit, they stood and kinda just looked at us the whole time. Kristina cried, and I felt SO bad. It's so weird... when someone's going to get on a plane, like you remember all the shit that happened while they were there, good and bad, and then it's like, they're gone. You could tell she didn't wanna leave... I wish she didn't have to.. We went outside after and saw the plane take off. :( I miss her already!
Linda was really nice. She's like a frikkin chain smoker though, it was so gross. But yeah, she seems pretty cool, and I'm glad she'll keep Kristina for the time being. She gave me a hug and she's like "It was nice to meet you. I've heard SO much about you. You're a beautiful girl!" Haha, I was like "Thanks.." She's like 5 feet tall! LoL.. she's cool though.
I guess Mom talked to Gail. Gail is Kristina's case worker I believe. AND guess what! She told Gail that she wants Kristina!! I thought Mom was kidding, and just saying that at the time, but she wants her! For good! I really hope she could do that, because that'd be awesome. Mom could adopt her and she'd be my sister :) HAHA, how weird! A 4th sister. LOL. But Gail said she'd talk to some guy and see about it, because she thought it was a good idea. Keep your fingers crossed, I really want this to work out. Sure, we fight, but I mean, there's NO way I want her in Arizona. Then again, she wasn't well off with Tammy. I hate that this has so much to do with Mark, too, and Tammy knows it. The first thing she said to mom was "I'm worried about what everyone else is gonna think." Yeah, see... she KNEW it. We all know what's going on, and Mark was a HUGE part of her decision. Real cool of her to fuckin chose Mark, whom she's known for a LITTLE while, over Kristina. She's known Kristina almost Kristina's whole life. Nothing like just giving up your child, you know? I really hope she can come back and live with mom :) I think she'd like that too!
I feel like shit. Mom brought me pants, and that's it. Luckily I had clean undies, socks, and shirts at least here at school. So she decided we WOULDN'T go back to Corinth after the airport, and we're going after my final. So I didn't shower or anything, and I know I look like crap, but it's not my fault. haha. When we leave after my final, I am taking a shower at nana's and getting ready, then we're leaving. Well, I'm gonna stop and see Gabby before we leave, cuz I wont see her til Christmas. I'm gone for a week. How weird. I don't like it! :p So I have a final in an hour... nursing. I BETTER pass that class! No way do I wanna take it again. 3 fuckin HOURS long! Yuck.
Anyway.. I might go study a bit. Fuckin Elisha was still in bed when we got here, around 12:30! That's crazy. Oh, and Justin called, and I laughed cuz I was surprised he did. I hope he lays off a little, cuz if he keeps it up, Ima TELL him to his face this time. Cuz he now knows, but if I need to lay it out, I can do that too. :D Lattttta!
~*Here's to the past they can kiss my glass, I hope she's happy with him*~
I woke up at 6:45 this morning. NO CLUE why. Last night I did hear Tammy and Linda get back. Linda has a loud voice and she kept me up for a while, but I didn't care. When I got up, I met Linda and whatever, and then I heard a knock at the door and it was Mom. Linda packed up her stuff, and we finished packing up Kristina's. We left around prolly 10:15 or so. I didn't realize what little amount of time we'd have to say goodbye when we got there. They checked in and got rid of Kristina's suitcases, and we went upstairs. Right when we got up there they got in line. They had to sit in this room and there was like a glass between us so we could barely even hear them. They didn't sit, they stood and kinda just looked at us the whole time. Kristina cried, and I felt SO bad. It's so weird... when someone's going to get on a plane, like you remember all the shit that happened while they were there, good and bad, and then it's like, they're gone. You could tell she didn't wanna leave... I wish she didn't have to.. We went outside after and saw the plane take off. :( I miss her already!
Linda was really nice. She's like a frikkin chain smoker though, it was so gross. But yeah, she seems pretty cool, and I'm glad she'll keep Kristina for the time being. She gave me a hug and she's like "It was nice to meet you. I've heard SO much about you. You're a beautiful girl!" Haha, I was like "Thanks.." She's like 5 feet tall! LoL.. she's cool though.
I guess Mom talked to Gail. Gail is Kristina's case worker I believe. AND guess what! She told Gail that she wants Kristina!! I thought Mom was kidding, and just saying that at the time, but she wants her! For good! I really hope she could do that, because that'd be awesome. Mom could adopt her and she'd be my sister :) HAHA, how weird! A 4th sister. LOL. But Gail said she'd talk to some guy and see about it, because she thought it was a good idea. Keep your fingers crossed, I really want this to work out. Sure, we fight, but I mean, there's NO way I want her in Arizona. Then again, she wasn't well off with Tammy. I hate that this has so much to do with Mark, too, and Tammy knows it. The first thing she said to mom was "I'm worried about what everyone else is gonna think." Yeah, see... she KNEW it. We all know what's going on, and Mark was a HUGE part of her decision. Real cool of her to fuckin chose Mark, whom she's known for a LITTLE while, over Kristina. She's known Kristina almost Kristina's whole life. Nothing like just giving up your child, you know? I really hope she can come back and live with mom :) I think she'd like that too!
I feel like shit. Mom brought me pants, and that's it. Luckily I had clean undies, socks, and shirts at least here at school. So she decided we WOULDN'T go back to Corinth after the airport, and we're going after my final. So I didn't shower or anything, and I know I look like crap, but it's not my fault. haha. When we leave after my final, I am taking a shower at nana's and getting ready, then we're leaving. Well, I'm gonna stop and see Gabby before we leave, cuz I wont see her til Christmas. I'm gone for a week. How weird. I don't like it! :p So I have a final in an hour... nursing. I BETTER pass that class! No way do I wanna take it again. 3 fuckin HOURS long! Yuck.
Anyway.. I might go study a bit. Fuckin Elisha was still in bed when we got here, around 12:30! That's crazy. Oh, and Justin called, and I laughed cuz I was surprised he did. I hope he lays off a little, cuz if he keeps it up, Ima TELL him to his face this time. Cuz he now knows, but if I need to lay it out, I can do that too. :D Lattttta!
~*Here's to the past they can kiss my glass, I hope she's happy with him*~