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I'M SOO ANGRY.
I'M SOO PISSED.
I hate my family, I hate them sooo much. They just sat me down and told me that they were going to take away my computer and all of my music from me for a long time, from now until a week after my 17th birthday. and BTW my birthday is on the 24th, I'M GOING TO BE BY MYSELF FOR A WEEK, WITH NO CONNECTIONS TO FRIENDS AND ON MY BIRTHDAY. I'm soo pissed. oh and to top thigs off, they didnt even tell me why they are doing this, as usual. They allways find some way of screwing up my birthdays, and as selfish as it seems, I think I might deserve to have one, someday.
One of the worst things that happened to me today, wasnt the fact that they are takeing everything and everyone who I love away from me but its what my dad said to me before they left... He said, "The next time you goto portland, and if somone try's to shoot you, just let them get you" -and you can call me "emo" all the fucking hell you want, but shit, thats not necesary. I dont need this. I'm scared, and alone, and pissed, not a good fucking mix.
So if you have nothing to do, and you might feel like trying to cheer me up, please, call me. I'll still be going to all of the shows, and even though I'm gronded from my computer and everything else, the phone still works. Okay? Well please, just do anything. I hope your life is better then mine right now. So, for my last time in a long time from now, Take Care and I love you all.
-Megan.
360-696-2786