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When I think about the fact that summers almost over, it seems like it was way too short. I guess it wasn't all too short though, however I didn't really do much of anything. That's okay though I suppose. When I think about summer it seems like I just think about the past 7 months. Like summer started 7 months ago, probably because it seems like that's when things started to get better. I suppose they sort of got better and worse at the same time though. Maybe it's just me, but a lot of people seem to be...rather idiotic now. Oh well. I didn't hang out with many people this summer. I don't really like trying to make an effort to see people. I always think that if they want to see me enough, they'd call me. [I suppose I should realize that works both ways though, anyways] Lately I got sick of doing nothing though so I've began trying to make new/more/better friends and it's been working pretty well. I always notice that theres a few moments right when I start hanging out with new people that it's weird, but it goes away soon enough. Adventuring in woods is a lot more exciting then it would seem.
I'm sort of afraid for everyone to leave for school though. I started hanging out with Derek and Matt and little, but Derek left for school already. This year seems like it's going to be harder than last year because I had a lot of friends still in high school and a lot of people went to community college...but now it seems like most of my close friends will be going away. Holly will be at State and it's going to be weird not to have her around a lot, wah. Kris will be close, so hopefully I'll make it out to eastern to see her. Dans moving, which is poopy. It's weird because we never hung out much but I still considered him a really good friend, because he is. Tim will still be here though, which is really good, because I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't see him a lot. I'm really needy, ahaha.
I don't know why I'm writing in here, I'm really bored.
I'm sort of sad I don't really write down what I do much. I never remember stuff well, and if I don't remember it now, how will I remember when I'm older? Oh yeah, I won't.
I want to loose weight. I always say that though. I should try to actually do it this time though because I've gotten to be pretty plump.
I guess I'm gonna go read now, actually maybe friends is on.
Oh, lately I've been sleeping a lot. It's weird. I wake up and eat and lay in my bed and turn on the t.v. and just watch it and fall asleep. I'm not like depressed. I just never have energy. I should start taking my vitamins again. Yeah, I think I'll go do that right now.
Okay, well, bye.
I'm sort of afraid for everyone to leave for school though. I started hanging out with Derek and Matt and little, but Derek left for school already. This year seems like it's going to be harder than last year because I had a lot of friends still in high school and a lot of people went to community college...but now it seems like most of my close friends will be going away. Holly will be at State and it's going to be weird not to have her around a lot, wah. Kris will be close, so hopefully I'll make it out to eastern to see her. Dans moving, which is poopy. It's weird because we never hung out much but I still considered him a really good friend, because he is. Tim will still be here though, which is really good, because I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't see him a lot. I'm really needy, ahaha.
I don't know why I'm writing in here, I'm really bored.
I'm sort of sad I don't really write down what I do much. I never remember stuff well, and if I don't remember it now, how will I remember when I'm older? Oh yeah, I won't.
I want to loose weight. I always say that though. I should try to actually do it this time though because I've gotten to be pretty plump.
I guess I'm gonna go read now, actually maybe friends is on.
Oh, lately I've been sleeping a lot. It's weird. I wake up and eat and lay in my bed and turn on the t.v. and just watch it and fall asleep. I'm not like depressed. I just never have energy. I should start taking my vitamins again. Yeah, I think I'll go do that right now.
Okay, well, bye.