Mar 21, 2007 16:34
I've been getting really angry/stressed lately.
For the most part I have nothing to be mad about.
Little things get me a lot though.
Every aspect of driving has struck me as negative lately.
I hate gas, and how ridiculous fast I go through it.
No one else can never drive, which drives me up a wall,
then people leave trash in my car, and I want to punch them in the face.
SDFKJSDFAKSDF.
Traffic is dumb and so is construction.
I like how you always have that little group of people while driving that think they are so much more important than everyone else.
So say, theres what 2 miles till the left lane ends, right?
well of course they don't merge right till the last possible second, because they think this will get them so much farther ahead of everyone else.
I hope the whole 3 cars advantage to where ever you were going really helped you.
GSDFJ.
I hate driving. I hate how time consuming it seems to take me to get anywhere now.
My road is so horrible it takes me at least five minutes to get down it.
That is if I don't get stuck behind someone who feels the need to go 5 mph down my road.
My road is probably the worst road in the world, and I'm not kidding.
I don't want to leave my house because I don't want to drive down my gosh dang road.
I realize it's ridiculous that I get this angry about stuff like this, but I do, and I can't help it...which is another thing that makes me mad....that I'm so mad about this.
Goodness gracious.
I don't like being stressed out so much, I'm going to die early because of it.
I want to be optimistic, dangit.
According to my psychology class, if I start working out..I should become happier.
I'm going to try that.
I need to work out anyways.
I just don't seem to have time to do it.
Except thats a lie because I do since I nap like 2 hours a die.
Then I can't fall asleep at night and I wonder why.
I'm a moron.
I can't wake up in the morning.
I hate my brother.
I have a bunch of homework I don't want to do.
My teachers and classes are dumb.
I'm not doing well.
I just want it to be summer.
I want people to not be lame.
I don't like a lot of people anymore.
I was a bad friend to most of my good friends. Now I find it hard to come in contact with them. I've tried to get into contact with Derek, but it didn't really work. I guess I should keep trying. I need to see Kris, Adam and Dan more too, because they are probably some of the best people I know. I don't know why I never see these people. I guess I just see the people that it's easiest to see. Not that I don't like them, but some people are getting really lame.
I should start going to church again. I miss Al.
Sorry for being so negative...
actually I'm not.
Most of you are dumb.
Bring me doritos I really want them.
Oh, and I know I'm a bitch.
[Julie, I want to see you!]
I'm trying to listen to the stuff on my mp3 player that I never have really listened to. Over the past few days I've listened to: Mates of State, Broken Social Scene, Matt Costa, Coldplay, and Copeland.