I'm constantly telling myself I want to die.

[xgnomex]

I'm probably the most negative, sarcastic person ever.
I'm constantly muttering things like "kill me," under my breath.
I just don't get it.
We're constantly spending our lives in places we don't want to be.
See- School, Work.
We live our lives hating so many moments.
All for what?
So we can get a good job? make money? support ourselves, our family?
Spend countless hours on such stressful things.
See- Homework.
See- Life.
It crosses my mind multiple times a day.
"If I just got hit by a car or something, I'd be in the hospital, I wouldn't have to do any of this."
I sit here thinking of all the things I should be doing.
We're wasting our lives.
The clock is ticking.
Tick-tock-tick.
I tell myself, "Just get through this moment, this day, this week, this month, this school year."
I'm basically just telling myself to make it through my life.
Throw it away.
Work, work, work.
Stress.
I hate it.
Why do we do all this?
Money, money, money.
It controls the world it seems.

I know it seems I hate my life,
I don't.
Just most aspects of it.
I'm taking my life for granted,
yes.
I'm trying not to.

We all assume we'll have time to live our lives later.
Some other time.
Like it's a guaranteed thing.
We'll it's not.

Let's start living our lives,
okay?

Let's drive until there's no road left.

Life is sweet, and given the chance, I might agree.

Save me.