When others let you down, who is there to run to?
I think over the last about 2 months, ive learned a very special lesson. A lot my friends have let me down BIG in the last 2 months. and im not saying anyone is perfect, and im not saying it couldnt have partly been my fault, but most of it.. was decisions they made on their own, Considering the fact, they know how i feel about certain stuff, they know whats right and wrong, and they are fully aware.. yet they still seem to carry out the actions that would hurt me possibly, hurt themselves, God, and others. Ever since that started happening, i didnt really know what to do, because my friends have a huge affect on my life .. and out of all of it, I thought it was just the fact that my friends were failing me, yes.. thats exactly what they were doing. But out of all those situations, and friends, and stuff. God was there showing me.. "Kristin, you can't depend on people, you cant depend on them being there for you, and you cant always trust them, but Im here, all the time, anytime, for you, to encourage you, to be your God, and to focus on Me." because honestly, when everyone else lets you down, and nobody is there for you to talk to, or to be with, or hang out with, or just in general, and you've lost trust in everyone else, .. God is always there, ALL the stinkin time, and yes..i knew that, but it was never something that i had truely focused on, or used. I had usually someone there for me to tell my problems too, or why i was mad, or upset. but at the time i didnt, and ..things just keep on coming at me, with friends, and life, and situations. But God is soo much bigger than that, and he can take care of them. Just something i thought i would share with yall. Comment if you like...
Heres a song that really helped me through all of this. Day of Fire- Cornerstone
All other ground is sinking sand
A doubting maze of desert land
Where darkness rules the heart of man
Till the Son shines light on him
Lord of all show You're strong
On our knees we fall
Be a cornerstone, be a cornerstone
Be the rock higher than I, be my fortress wall
Be a foundation for all, my cornerstone
The buildings swaying in the wind
The towers crumble down again
This certainly will be the end
Of them not built on Him
You, You are the builder of my heart
You've held me together from the start