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wow, summer has gone by so fast and its making me feel so sad! its been a pretty boring summer so far but on monday i am leaving to go on a cruise to mexico and im really excited! ive never been like newhere b4 so this is pretty exciting haha. I really hope I meet some nice people there caz lately ive been feeling kinda down. Im so worried about being a sophmore and having my year be shitty again. I know the saying life is however u make it blah blah blah but I couldnt change nething to make freshman year better. I just wish someone understood how I feel caz no one seems to. I feel like I can hardly trust neone and one person that i do trust wont be there next year and that sux. I wish I were more out going and I could make more friends easily but most people think Im a bitch caz im quiet when u first meet me. I wish people didnt judge other people its so annoying, even though i do it myself sometimes, I have been really thinking and Im not gonna judge neone nemore until i know them. Well thats my venting over livejournal which doesnt really matter caz no one comments newayz, but I really do feel like this is a journal and something where I can write my feelings in, so as long as its here,I guess thats what I will be doing in it. I hope everyone is having a good summer and is having fun. Hopefully when i get bak I will try to post pictures of my trip! xoxox
carly
carly