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Disconnected.
With decisions that have revealed themselves as beneficial come into sharp focus, Ifeel the need to rush. With good grades and a sense of accomplishent, I am in turn faced with bit of loneliness, something that is hard to fix in the TC. I long to strengthen friendships with those who live miles away, those who understand, those who know, those who believe, those who smile with full hearts. With WSU comes LSF, and that brings hope, But I am impatient. I am human. I have been blessed with people who care, but cursed with a need to make an effort, despite the inconvenience.
Church was nice tonight. I needed some Lutheran time. But it's just not the same without a close Lutheran peer there next to me, content with who we are and what we believe. I prayed that a Wednesday service would help me feel better, but it has left me feeling more disconnected from what I miss: Fellowship.
All the while I know, I'm not alone in this. I'm carried by his grace. My calling remains strong, and that is my reassurance.
With decisions that have revealed themselves as beneficial come into sharp focus, Ifeel the need to rush. With good grades and a sense of accomplishent, I am in turn faced with bit of loneliness, something that is hard to fix in the TC. I long to strengthen friendships with those who live miles away, those who understand, those who know, those who believe, those who smile with full hearts. With WSU comes LSF, and that brings hope, But I am impatient. I am human. I have been blessed with people who care, but cursed with a need to make an effort, despite the inconvenience.
Church was nice tonight. I needed some Lutheran time. But it's just not the same without a close Lutheran peer there next to me, content with who we are and what we believe. I prayed that a Wednesday service would help me feel better, but it has left me feeling more disconnected from what I miss: Fellowship.
All the while I know, I'm not alone in this. I'm carried by his grace. My calling remains strong, and that is my reassurance.