May 22, 2004 12:39
Well last night i was sick on the bus ride to a softball game and then on the way back. So i stayed home from my game today, wasting time and feeling quite worthless.
i think i broke the needle on the record player we got and i feel like an idiot. it didn't look like the needle we had on the other phono so maybe it was already mangled. i just finished the job.
so i went and i played guitar, but that was depressing because i only know so much on the guitar. I feel like i'll never amount to much of anything. i hate that feeling.
and i'm certainly not amounting to anything on here.