Aug 04, 2005 23:54
Well, I've been thinking lately that I really need to start updating this thing. so that is my goal for the summer, to actually write in here! So much has been going on with my mom that I'm not sure what to do for her anymore. Her and my step dad splitting up has really affected her and I'm not sure what to do anymore or how to act around her. She needs more than what Brad and I can help her with. We have to watch everything we do such as the music we listen to. If it's sad and depressing, she will start to cry. She blames herself for everything and thinks that she has failed Brad and I when the whole time, she was only looking out for us.
And another thing, Jessica I don't want you to leave Eastdale! plz come back! We want to have you as part of our group to cheer us up and all that good stuff. You always know how to make us laugh and it just wouldn't be the same without you! I definitely want to talk to you about this because I won't be able to stand next year without you!
Christa, you know you can call Erin or I at any time! We will definitely find another day where we all hang out and hopefully we can get Smell there with us! We used to talk to each other about everything and I just want you to know that you can still come to me whenever you need somebody! Just because I don't live three houses away anymore, doesn't mean that I won't be there for you just as quickly. I love you darling!
Well, that's my post for tonight. I'm sorry if anyone feels left out, those were the ppl that I really had to say stuff to! Love you all!
Nicole