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here's an update of all aspects of my life. if i don't get any feedback i will be real sad because NOBODY ever comments or even bothers to read my entries. :end crybaby moment:
school
last day is wednesday! i hope that my GPA is good because I really busted my ass this trimester. i did all my work and then some and i made sure i went to class almost all the time, so if my shit is bad imma show my ass at JWU because that would be so fucked up.by show my ass i mean go off and get buck...
while on the subject of school i am so happy that today i finally learned some useful shit in accounting2. that is by far the worst class that i have but i learned alot of shit that should help me on the FINAL. the good part is i got 100% on my quiz so i guess i really know my shit. to bad i got it at the end of the semester. i have been bullshitting since i took accounting1 but i made an effort today. :pats self on back:
boys
i'm really on chill mode now. especially after all the drama that happened between me and O. can you beleive it man after 8 months i can't believe he did that to me in that way. i never thought he would go out like that but i guess i was wrong. me n my friend darryl were talking about it today and i realized that it's been almost 2 weeks but i am still VERY MUCH upset about the situation still. i'm upset and hurt.so hurt n upset that even tho i'm supposed to be "over it" everytime i see him around school i always lose control and get buck. maybe that's why he hasn't even been around school like that, cuz he knows that my niggas lookin for him to fuck him up one more time for disrespectin me. n i really love my niggas for that-ride or die they got my back no matter what.
friends
*all of my friendships are doing ok. 2 of my friends are pregnant! we separated a bit and thier pregnancies are kind of bringing us back together so i guess that's good. me, karina and elizabeth are still a trio tho. including my other two friends we used to be a quintent but maybe in the future we can be that again.
*my homeboys n me are straight. like i said previously they got my back and they look out for me no matter what so that's good. i dont know what im going to do when they graduate :shrug: i just know imma miss them like crazy.
*i've also reunited with a bunch of old friends on the facebook n we plan to chill out n catch up this summer
family
for once my home life is GREAT! me n my mom rarely argue that much even tho she has ocasional outbursts where she loses it (blame it on the menopause), but other than that everything is cool. me n my brothers n sister always get along but thats because we don't be around each other ALL that much. my older brother (26) is on some other shit, he graduates may 22 from college. he wants to go into owning his own buisness; a massage spa so he's chill right now and he's never around anymore. i kinda miss our clubbin and goofy talks n hs advice, but when he is at home we always have a good time. *my sister(19) is never home she comes like once a month and i think thats why the house has been so calm because me n her are always arguing cuz she be on this petty bullshit. *the last one my lil brother(9) n me are cool, i occasionally will go in his room and play ps2 with him and talk shit to him. he likes that n thats a first because he used to hate me a couple years back. me n him fell out when he hit the annoying stage of 6. so i guess thats all i can say about my home life.
things i look forward to
*last day of classes
*getting 3rd tattoo
*getting a job soon!!!
well for those of you that read i hope you enjoyed!
~holla at ya girl -gigi
school
last day is wednesday! i hope that my GPA is good because I really busted my ass this trimester. i did all my work and then some and i made sure i went to class almost all the time, so if my shit is bad imma show my ass at JWU because that would be so fucked up.by show my ass i mean go off and get buck...
while on the subject of school i am so happy that today i finally learned some useful shit in accounting2. that is by far the worst class that i have but i learned alot of shit that should help me on the FINAL. the good part is i got 100% on my quiz so i guess i really know my shit. to bad i got it at the end of the semester. i have been bullshitting since i took accounting1 but i made an effort today. :pats self on back:
boys
i'm really on chill mode now. especially after all the drama that happened between me and O. can you beleive it man after 8 months i can't believe he did that to me in that way. i never thought he would go out like that but i guess i was wrong. me n my friend darryl were talking about it today and i realized that it's been almost 2 weeks but i am still VERY MUCH upset about the situation still. i'm upset and hurt.so hurt n upset that even tho i'm supposed to be "over it" everytime i see him around school i always lose control and get buck. maybe that's why he hasn't even been around school like that, cuz he knows that my niggas lookin for him to fuck him up one more time for disrespectin me. n i really love my niggas for that-ride or die they got my back no matter what.
friends
*all of my friendships are doing ok. 2 of my friends are pregnant! we separated a bit and thier pregnancies are kind of bringing us back together so i guess that's good. me, karina and elizabeth are still a trio tho. including my other two friends we used to be a quintent but maybe in the future we can be that again.
*my homeboys n me are straight. like i said previously they got my back and they look out for me no matter what so that's good. i dont know what im going to do when they graduate :shrug: i just know imma miss them like crazy.
*i've also reunited with a bunch of old friends on the facebook n we plan to chill out n catch up this summer
family
for once my home life is GREAT! me n my mom rarely argue that much even tho she has ocasional outbursts where she loses it (blame it on the menopause), but other than that everything is cool. me n my brothers n sister always get along but thats because we don't be around each other ALL that much. my older brother (26) is on some other shit, he graduates may 22 from college. he wants to go into owning his own buisness; a massage spa so he's chill right now and he's never around anymore. i kinda miss our clubbin and goofy talks n hs advice, but when he is at home we always have a good time. *my sister(19) is never home she comes like once a month and i think thats why the house has been so calm because me n her are always arguing cuz she be on this petty bullshit. *the last one my lil brother(9) n me are cool, i occasionally will go in his room and play ps2 with him and talk shit to him. he likes that n thats a first because he used to hate me a couple years back. me n him fell out when he hit the annoying stage of 6. so i guess thats all i can say about my home life.
things i look forward to
*last day of classes
*getting 3rd tattoo
*getting a job soon!!!
well for those of you that read i hope you enjoyed!
~holla at ya girl -gigi