im so scared
im so scared that im going to be at the end of the alley.
if i am and andrew tells me...im going to just break down. he means so much to me! i cant lose him! mark my words - if i lose my baby i will commit suicide. he's what kept me alive in the first place, or i wouldnt even be typing this right now. you might think its stupid to kill myself over a guy...but no. its not. under all the circumstances - its not. if i lose him then i have nothing left to live for. no love. and no matter what anyone says...i dont care. i will take the cowards way out - i dont care how you all feel.
i hope to god im not at the end of that alley...
andrew baby i love you so much you dont even know. if i happen to be at the end of the alley i still want you to tell me. i want to prove that alley thing wrong!!!
-Lindsay
if i am and andrew tells me...im going to just break down. he means so much to me! i cant lose him! mark my words - if i lose my baby i will commit suicide. he's what kept me alive in the first place, or i wouldnt even be typing this right now. you might think its stupid to kill myself over a guy...but no. its not. under all the circumstances - its not. if i lose him then i have nothing left to live for. no love. and no matter what anyone says...i dont care. i will take the cowards way out - i dont care how you all feel.
i hope to god im not at the end of that alley...
andrew baby i love you so much you dont even know. if i happen to be at the end of the alley i still want you to tell me. i want to prove that alley thing wrong!!!
-Lindsay