May 31, 2004 17:52
OK SO IM SINGLE AND YEAH IT IS NICE TO BE FREE BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM STARTING TO FEEL THAT EMPTINESS IN THE PIT OF MY STOMICH THAT NOW IM ALL ALONE AND THAT THERE MIGHT NOT BE SOMEONE ELSE OUT THERE WHO WANTS ME. BUT THEN AGAIN I THINK TO MUCH AND I KNOW IM JUST TRIPIN BUT IF YOUR SINGLE YOU KNOW HOW IT IS, YOU GET LONELY . I MEAN I HAVE MY FRIENDS THAT ALWAYS COME FIRST TO ME BUT FRIENDS CAN'T ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU IN THAT WAY. OH WELL I THINK TO MUCH IM GONNA TRY AND JUST KICK BACK AND THEM COME TO ME BECAUSE IM SICK OF ALWAYS PUTTING MYSELF OUT THERE AND MAKEING THE MOVE TO GET WHAT I WANT THEY COME TO ME ... BUT WHAT IF NO ONE WANTS TO COME TO ME .....FUCK....ALRIGHT ILL STOP NOW I WANT FOOD YEAH ...ILL DO A FOLLOW UP IF ANYTHING HAPPENS BUT I HIGHLY DOUBT IT WILL... GUYS ARE ALWAYS TO SCARED TO ME OR THEY JUST FLAT OUT DON'T WANT TO . ITS COS IM WHITE HAHA ALRIGHT IM OUT PEACE