God!, its funny how some people just think your dumb. Like you wont find out shit about things you are not soppose to know. Im really starting to get bored of this shit. When im happy i hate the feeling cuz i know from my happyness, something bad comes along with it (and it alwayz happens!)Like i can't satisfy no one, whut the fuck!? This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart ,I'm gonna be strong & not fall apart .. It'll get better, I'll no longer cry.. In a couple of weeks, I wont want 2 die, I won't want 2 go back, I'll be able 2 sleep, It won't hurt so bad, & it won't feel so deep...and I'm FrUsTrAtEd CuZ I CaN't TeLL If It'S ReAL! MaD CuZ I DoN't nO HoW u FeEL! UpSeT CuZ We CaN't MaKe iT RiTe! SaD KuZ I NeEd U DaY & NiTe! AnGrY CuZ U WoNt TaKe My HaNd! AgGriVaTeD CuZ U DoN't UnDeRsTaNd! DiSsApOiNtEd CuZ We CaN't Be 2GeThA! Ugh!..maybe i'll just go to RAGE tonight get fucked up and forget about everything!