one more day on the verge of tears

[xgetupbabex]

for the most part, i'm over my cold
i'm trying to get my life back in order
starting over again kind of sucks
especially since i just did it
i feel like such an inconvience to everyone
but tomorrow things should start getting better
i work til 3
then im going to go to my new apartment and cleaning it
then im moving my stuff there
thennn i'm going to the laundry mat to start washing my smokey clothes
my bed is ruined
it sucks
i'm really upset about it
i dont really have money to buy another one right now and dont really want to put it on my credit card
i'm just feeling down and overwhelmed and alone again
i cant wait for this to be over with
and i miss my dog:(
if anyone wants to hang out soon...id appreciate it
i could use some time away from this
thanks
xoxo