i guess i can actully use this thing for once

[xgeterdonex]

i dont even think i remember how to express feelings anymore
ever since i been home things have been amazing i wouldent change it for the world but i know somethings missing and i can put a finger on it.

if it wasent for my friends id probably go insane
i think thats why i cant stand to sit at home
thats why i stay out every night untill 2 .3. 4. and 5 am when i know i work at 6
i threw away 2 years of my life for what
love hahaha
i listen to stories that ive missed out on since then and it makes me wanna cry
ive meet so many amazing people since ive been home and i can honestly say that my life is better then ever .
if i could id move everyone i know and love into one huge house and live the best life possible
it sucks that i know peopel grow up and move on with there life but i like to pretend thats never gonna happen
i meen it almost happened to me and i came back maybe everyone else will to

im not used to this shit (not good at it )ok give me a fuckin break
and im not supposed to feel this way anymore its gonan get me no where anyways
i wish i could say so much more but i cant...

i love you guys so much