May 28, 2005 00:32
Aaaannndd...the paranoia sets in.
Dammit. He said I could trust him.
Every other guy said that.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I really want to not get hurt again.
I love this one. With my entire heart and soul.
Seriously. If he can handle being away from me...and doesn't find someone else [*cringe* I hate the thought of that so much], and if we can keep this relationship up...
...in 6 months, I'll totally ask him to marry me. I'm not fucking either. I will.
Oh and ps, dating people out of convenience is complete douchebaggery. And you deserve to be punched in the face. Just my opinion on that.
I love you, Erin.
<3,Caite