see how long we can hold onto this one

[xgeekrockx]

instead of beating myself up trying to figure myself out, i'm going to let go. instead of blaming other people and things from my past, i'm going to blame myself. it's my responsibility to make myself happy and nobody else's. thing that have happened to me havent made it so bad i can't have or deserve happiness. i dont have a problem using the word blame with myself, because i realize that i'm not happy about how i act all the time. so i am going to blame myself but realize that's not who i have to be NOW, and to the best of my mental and emotion ability, do what i can to be the person i feel i am and want to be.

i dont feel like being ashamed of myself anymore. and i dont need to figure myself out. i already know myself. this is me. and i like it.