If your gonna go dont say goodbye

[xgeek_girlx]

i guess its over between me and most of belfast...

heh

i wish it was better but some things are better left to the devil

***joke***

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I really was going to resist...but ;)

[lazer_gun_musik]

This whole doing is down to you Pete. Dont try and get sympathy from everyone just because you lifted your own mask, therefore showing everyone the *real* pete underneath. Saying that, I doubt that anyone will ever see the the real you, the real emotions. You'll always have some sort of cover for yourself. I can understand that, its a method of protection. Im guessing you dont want anyone getting too close, so you use bitchyness as a shield, ive been there, I know :)

Its a shame you had to let things get like this. Its a shame that you found some people who you could actually call 'friends', then what do you do? You go and let them down. Im not claiming to be friends with these people, or indeed you (god forbid), but when people show you friendship and respect, its common courtesy to return it. You have dug your own hole Pete, and nobody is going to come and get you out. No doubt youll find some more people to take back down with you sooner or later, you always do. I just hope that they will have the intelligence to realise they arnt getting friendship from you, theyre getting eventual drama.

I dont mean to cause offence with this post, no doubt youll just find something 'funny' to say in return, if indeed you do reply. Either way I dont mind. Oh, and as for that charming anonymous post you left me, cheers luv. I never did change 'subculture' (you have to realise Belfast doesnt those, its fashion trends there), I found something which I enjoyed, and which suited me. I found new friends who proved to be mature, intelligent people, who would much rather spend their weekends with their friends indoors having civilised fun (although sometimes that was pushed aside, but shush) than standing outside a Public monument getting wasted and slicing their arms up. And before you run in with your guns blazing (along with certain other people), yes I did this, and I quite obviously dont do it now, nor have I done in a long time. The difference between us is, I grew up and moved onto better things, you are just in the same position, but with a difference dress sense, as well as a few new friends. Moving on does not make you fake, it makes you aware. I know I will always be a social climbing spooky kid to you and Christine and that lot, but to me, you will always be the faux elitist angst kid with issues.

Please Pete, for your own sake sort yourself out. Im not saying this out of bitterness or spite, im saying this because I know you are going to end up lower than you are right now. Youll end up right at the bottom of the barrel. Get some help, then, and only then, the decent people you have hurt may want you back in their lives. But of course, do it for yourself more than anyone else. You owe it to yourself my dear.

I do apologise about this entry/essay, im not trying to be bitchy, or stir, I just felt I needed to say a few things. You probably wont hear from me again :)

Ta Ta
:x

Re: I really was going to resist...but ;)

[xgeek_girlx]

heh...

all i can say is thanks...

it was a nice thing to come from you...

oh and i dont drink in public

:)

Re: I really was going to resist...but ;)

[queen_bubbles]

Hi. I don't understand why I am mentioned in this post, you are not a spooky kid to me. You're Stephen, the guy I got on with once but ended up not getting on with. I am not part of any 'lot' that I am aware of. My social circle is vast and I'm not being nasty here, but please don't refer to me in conjunction with anyone in Belfast, it causes confusion. :s