The Young and Restless?

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I'm at a point where I just want to leave or not go at all. I recognized how ridiculous of a statement that is as I wrote it and that I'm taking for granted how lucky I am to have this opportunity, but I'm squirming here. I have reasons to want to hang around NJ but I would never actually forgo a trip I have been looking forward to for as long as I can remember. I'm finding myself in a state of limbo that is very familiar. I need to get out of this house and be with people, with friends. Help!

A friend in need's a friend indeed // a friend who'll tease is better.